I AM GLAD YOU DIDN'T DO ANYTHING LAST NIGHT!
Please don't do anything to yourself, you've got to fight this, even when you feel like you can't fight anymore, please keep going. Don't give up. x
-“And the day came when the risk it took to remain tight inside the bud was more painful than the risk it took to bloom.” Anais Nin-
Allie, Mutt, Great Grandma, Hope and Humbug. I love you and miss you all. xx
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dont be afraid, take a bite, there you go, chew it slow, fatty fatty fatty, look what you've become..chew fatso, i am here with you and when you're done ill kill you...just dont take that bite..and you'll be fine. waste with me. waste with me. waste with me.
not been around for a couple of days ben in hospital with stomach pains been having since friday, went into hospital on sunday, let out last night.
they think i might have something wrong with my womb lining..
and i also have an infection there
i have nevre had a more humiliating hospital stay.
i had things stuck in me every which way.
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cried my eyes out when they had to take swabs from..."down there"
last time i had that down was after the rape...urgh
i cant really keep any food down..
and that makes me more down, how am i supposed to keep fighting and all now i have a reason to lose and get away with it? i really dont want to be thinking like that...but its hard to stop those type of thoughts.
hard to fight those thoughts you know??
just gota keep trying, i ..just dunno
still in pain, gotta take anibiotics, so need to try and eat something,but it wont stay down. im so so down about all of this...
nothing seems worth it right now.
Last edited by Lost-Odd-Sock : 24-06-2008 at 10:29 AM.
*hunni hugs hugs*
I was really worried about where you where and if you were ok.
Sorry to hear you were poorly darlin', do you feel any better now? Did you have someone at the Hospital with you?
Oh, and the swab thing isn't embarrassing, I think it's totally understandable sweetie.
Just try to eat little and often chick. xxxx
-“And the day came when the risk it took to remain tight inside the bud was more painful than the risk it took to bloom.” Anais Nin-
Allie, Mutt, Great Grandma, Hope and Humbug. I love you and miss you all. xx