things are better...so why aren't I better?
It's been 2 weeks since I last posted or was even on RYL. It's been 3 weeks since my last sh episode. I got into my dream grad school. I started setting up everything for my life after university. I made a couple new and pretty good friends. but i still feel so drained and alone and the feelings of worthlessness and hopelessness are coming back.
I can't remember the last time I really slept.
I thought maybe finding something to do when I feel crappy would help. I started going to kickboxing. I'm hoping that it'll be a good outlet for me and since the gym is only a few blocks from me (and it open until 10pm) I can go and take my emotions out on a bag instead of myself.
While things are getting better....I'm not. and I'm scared that I'll just f*** up the good things that have been happening.
Last edited by annabeth_ : 19-03-2017 at 03:08 PM.