Triggering (Sexual Abuse) - could this be rape? *mentions drugs*
When i was in hospital, a guy gave me some pills, i think they were very strong for sleep pills, and i don't remember anything, but you can imagine what he did. but i don't think its rape, because i continued to be with him, not because i couldn't break up, but because i was addicted to drugs and he had said he would give me whenever i wanted. could this be rape, since we then, i mean after that, we became boyfriend girlfriend? i can't believe im so stupid.
after that, i went again with him, again without protection, so the first isn't considered rape, because the second time, i wanted it and i did it. sorry i shouldn't have posted this. im just wondering.