Conor- Hooray for not needing prescription painkillers anymore, and for musical progress!
Lana- Well done for not using a slip-up as an excuse and working hard to keep on the recovery path :)
Laura- Well done for your job interviews; hope they go/went well
Mary- It's great that you were able to be honest about your woes in the assessment; I hope they're helpful. And well done on using a public loo; from what I know, that's a really big thing for you.
Sunshine (Polly?)- that sounds like a really brave and positive move. I hope i goes really well for you!
Emma- Well done for being 3 weeks free of ALL the self-harm. You're such an inspiration!
Mike- Well done for getting your hair cut.
Rob- Good show on 3 weeks free; keep going!
Kia- Well done for trying. You're doing so well,and I'm amazingly proud of you.
Ailsa- Yay! One week free; that's most excellent :)
Starless (Sorry I don't know your name)- One year is amazing. You ought to be so pleased with yourself!!
Claire-Rose- well done for being two weeks free; you're doing fantastically!
In Jenna news, I'm chasing the ED bandwagon and ate precisely ALL the calories yesterday. Moreover, instead of 'making up for it' today, I intend to eat a lot of my 'safe' foods to reach a reasonable intake.
And I've forgotten the last time I self-harmed, but I shall stalk my R/V to hopefully find out so I can claim a milestone!
We may not see eye to eye, but we can respect each other's opinions and find the truth in them.
Perhaps in those honest conversations, instead of demonising each other,
we might see each other as imperfect humans, doing our best. ~ Jodi Picoult
Jenna, well done on both the food and non-SH front. So many positive thoughts and hugs for you.
MOAR heroic acts: walked into town, handed my CV in for a job (!) and braved social interactions and an insanley long linein the post office to post a certain someone a thank you.
And yet, by heaven, I think my love as rare,
As any she belied with false compare.
MOAR heroic acts: walked into town, handed my CV in for a job (!) and braved social interactions and an insanley long linein the post office to post a certain someone a thank you.
Woop! Well done for handing in your CV; I know that can be scary! And good on you for braving the social interaction :)
I also have MOAR HEROISMS to share.
This evening I was on my own at dinner time, but I made myself a legit dinner and ate it sat in the lounge watching TV. That sounds a bit lame, but I don't often eat properly when I'm alone, and it's even more rare that I set aside some dinner time, instead of just nomming whilst at my computer.
*nods*
We may not see eye to eye, but we can respect each other's opinions and find the truth in them.
Perhaps in those honest conversations, instead of demonising each other,
we might see each other as imperfect humans, doing our best. ~ Jodi Picoult
I've become increasingly frightened of police officers but I had to deal with a situation with a police officer this evening... I was brave, and managed to control the anxiety and not have a panic attack?
And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears. And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears...
Today I bought a new reward chart and stickers to give recovery yet another go :/
I legit digested fast food also, because it was the only option that didn't involve not being able to sit down (all of the pain!) or not eating at all. Digesting said food is pretty miraculous for me at the moment. So I got my sticker.
I also chose to ask for support whilst having a Flid this evening instead of partaking in the non-legit type of activity.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
You ninja posted me, Kia! Well done, you! Severe anxieties are so difficult to face, you did great <3
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
*showers everyone in hero glitter*
You guys are amazing <3
In other news, I only just realized I've been over a month free of SH with only a few slip-ups in about five months. :)
Also, tomorrow I will be three weeks free of le behavior. Eeeeeek!
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