Severely Triggering (ED) - how to stop eating?
i am both bulimic and anorexic.
i have come home from treatment and am obsessive about getting in my 3 meals a day. the problem is, i usually am not hungry. but i still make myself eat knowing it's what i need to do, regardless of how much i don't want to do it. but once i force myself to start, i find it really hard to stop. i know this is probably because my first instinct is to restrict and when i'm not letting myself restrict or purge i am seeking other means of catharsis. but how can i help myself stop eating after i have eaten the appropriate amount?
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