I'm glad to hear you're getting the help & support you need. You can do this and I hope it helps you bundles. Well done for going in sweet, will be thinking of you. xxxx
We've never spoken before, but I want to say good luck being in IP - it takes a strong person to decide to go in, and you're proving that you are capable and wanting to get better. Big hugs to you x
I am really struggling in here. I keep saying I am good when its not the whole truth the words just come out automatically now:s
saw pdoc before. couldnt even tell him about the chest pains - I mean I deserve them so why should I allow anyone to make them go away?
I am so lost in my own head right now.
scared
I know I should be speaking up but I just really really dont know if I can right now:s oh and the nurse I had last night was horrible... he kept calling my phone telling me when obs needed to be taken or when to take my meds... ummmm I am pretty sure walking to my room would not have killed him? :s
sometimes being strong means not holding back the tears but letting them fall
~˙·٠•●♥Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·˙~
my fur baby girls are my life <3
r.i.p my beautiful girl jackie. i will love you always no matter what - 6/5/10
hey hun, im glad ur going ip- hopefully itll help get u back on track. im sorry ive not been around much lately. hugs.
take the opportunities they offer u while ip cos u can and will get better- itll take work but you've got strength beyond what you know.
The BRAVEST thing
I ever did was CONTINUING MY LIFE when I wanted to die.
I had a chat with a nurse just then. she was really good and agreed with me that its best if I had female nurses (and no males!!) feeling exhausted right now. she said she would check on me every now and again until she left tonight at 10pm - that makes me a bit more at ease.
sometimes being strong means not holding back the tears but letting them fall
~˙·٠•●♥Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·˙~
my fur baby girls are my life <3
r.i.p my beautiful girl jackie. i will love you always no matter what - 6/5/10
Hopes having the female nurses help! Think of you, hope being IP helps you
*hugs* xxx
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. ~ Girl Interrupted
When you dont want to feel, death seems like a dream. ~ Girl Interrupted
thanks guys and thanks emma (sorry havnt been on msn lately but now I have my cords back and can charge my phone Ill be able to actually use my phone more!!
got stitches out yesterday. (my pdoc had to ok it first) I struggled last night, wanted to rip the dressinng off. but my arvo nurse convinced me not to and she put even more tape over the dressing:( had a shower this morning, took dressing off as was told and its reopened:( so have an apt to see the gp here at 2.30pm.
but right now the lolly shop has opened so its time to get my share of meds lol - I am on so much its not funny:(
I hate my life and I want to die so badly
sometimes being strong means not holding back the tears but letting them fall
~˙·٠•●♥Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·˙~
my fur baby girls are my life <3
r.i.p my beautiful girl jackie. i will love you always no matter what - 6/5/10