Contains sexual abuse - I found my abuser on fb
Someone tell me it's not a good idea to contact him.
One of my abusers is on facebook. The guy SA me during my teens, concurrently with another (they didnt know each other, it was just an nasty coincidence). That combined with my other abuser ruined my life.
I really want to get in touch with him, to tell him how he ruined my life. How I started SIing, and I suffered with flashbacks years later. How he bullied and r*ped me.
But the scary thing is he now has at least one kiddie. There's pictures of kiddies on his facebook account, and one who has her own account has referred him as "dad". How the **** do I know that he isnt abusing her? When I had SA counselling I actually said to my counsellor that I didnt know either way that either of my abusers had kiddies, now I know for sure.
He has also put (on a public post) the name of the village he lives at. So by looking at the electoral register I could find out his address and write to him.
I dont know what I want to achieve from this, knowing what a manipulative sod he is that he wont apologise for what he has done. I just want him to suffer for what he did. He ruined a part of my life which I will never get back. I know that if he did get a fb message from me that he would probably report to fb and I could lose my account. Which would suck.
So yep. I am shaking here. Idk what I want from this, other than to vent.
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