Hmm true point.
If I am totally honest with you; yes I don't want it no...
I just want to die badly, I feel like this is no hope or no faith anymore... It sucks to be here argh :(
Trust is like a hurricane.
Never give up.
Never say never.
Live life to the fullest.
Keep smiling.
Feeling pretty rubbish still.
Got crisis team coming to see me soon, am worried they'll be disappointed in me, mum has flipped as to what happnd last night. My life is a total mess.
Trust is like a hurricane.
Never give up.
Never say never.
Live life to the fullest.
Keep smiling.
Thank you.
Because I OD'd last night, they are coming to see me soon anyway. So I'll wait till they get here and I'll explain to them how badly I feel.
I really do just want to die right now.
Trust is like a hurricane.
Never give up.
Never say never.
Live life to the fullest.
Keep smiling.
I was yes.
They've let me home. But complaining(well my support worker is), and got crisis team coming very shortly too.
I know I hate hospitals, but I think getting admitted to hospital would keep me safe right now.
Trust is like a hurricane.
Never give up.
Never say never.
Live life to the fullest.
Keep smiling.
did you have to speak to anyone before you left, or when you were admitted?
You've just spent all day saying how you want to leave, and now you've left you want to go back?
I know I have.... And now I want to go back, as I feel unsafe again. I guess I need to get over my fear of hospitals and grow some balls and get on with it. What do you think?
Yes they are, going to speak with crisis team about a CAHMS referl, not really what I want but I suppose I need all the support neet works as possible right now. Eh?
My support worker is leaving the work place... So I have to be referred to another support worker.
I actually got alof with her though, now she's leaving me :(
Trust is like a hurricane.
Never give up.
Never say never.
Live life to the fullest.
Keep smiling.
just as a referral can take a few weeks, and when you're 18 you can't be under cahms, you have to be referred to adults services - which was all I was asking about
cahms stands for Child and Adolescent Mental Health Services. if you're 18, you're not a child or an adolescent, so you have to be under adult services.
If you were physically well and in no immediate danger to yourself, they wouldn't keep you in on a general ward. Beds are scarce, particularly around Christmas time.
"Love hunt me down, I can't stand to be so dead behind the eyes, and feed me, spark me up, a creature in my blood stream chews me up. "
More like they'll send me home and let me be in danger to myself :(
It's shit.
I am so unsafe and crisis team have said to go back to hospital... and if they won't admit me, then crisis team will come and have words
Trust is like a hurricane.
Never give up.
Never say never.
Live life to the fullest.
Keep smiling.
Did they tell you to go to A&E? Because if you need to be admitted they usually sort it out themselves. If you are unsafe they would not leave you alone and expect you to make your own way to hospital.
I hope you can get back to hospital safely.
Isn’t it funny how day by day nothing changes but when you look back, everything is different…
you once called your brain a hard drive, well say hello to the virus.
You run the risk of being sectioned if you refuse to go when the crisis team think you should. So please get there ASAP.
It's normal to want to get better and to be scared at the same time. But at least you know it's the best place for you right now, and you will be safe over christmas.
Isn’t it funny how day by day nothing changes but when you look back, everything is different…
you once called your brain a hard drive, well say hello to the virus.