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Old 10-04-2012, 11:34 PM   #21461
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It's the warm feeling of just floating along...of just being able to take a step back and breathe...I can't apologise for that... I know I am still hurting over letting myself down... and for losing the keys... I need to and will punish myself... I'm probably making things worse by putting it off by drinking...

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Old 11-04-2012, 12:55 AM   #21462
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I want to tell you so much it hurts.
I wish we could go back to a year ago, at the end of that day, after hours of being young and reckless and pissing off almost every retail worker in the city. Trying on each other's shoes in some terrible department store, walking around and checking ourselves out in the mirror; you in HMV telling me just how awesome Led Zeppelin are. And then just laughing there on that sofa, while shrinking our heads to avoid getting kicked out. I heard your heart beat faster before you said it. It didn't even need to be said.
I wish I'd told you everything. And not the smart things or the right things or whatever. I wish I'd told you everything.
And then we went to see that film with your friends, who were drunk and still thought we were together, which I guess makes sense cause I was still lying on your chest and playing with your fingers throughout. I hated saying goodbye.
I'm glad we're such good friends. But I never stopped.

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Old 11-04-2012, 01:00 AM   #21463
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I don't want to leave you, but I have to. You've been the best friend a person could ask for, but I can't make you put up with me. And it tears me apart to say this, but i have to leave.



'Get out. I need to go to my mind palace.'

'I don't know, I notice.'


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Old 11-04-2012, 06:29 PM   #21464
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There's a lot of things I am feeling and things I need to say, but I can't think of the words to write and I just... I don't even know. I want to cry but I can't make my eyes work and I need a hug but I'm too scared to ask, I'm too scared to be touched. I am so vulnerable.
I'd like it to be May now, please.




Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.


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Old 11-04-2012, 06:47 PM   #21465
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I'm sorry I keep lying to you. I hate being deceitful, I hate keeping things from you. I'm just so very scared.

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Old 11-04-2012, 07:22 PM   #21466
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FUCK YOU

You want to take away one of my coping mechanisms fine. You'll see just how well i "cope" without it then try telling me i don't have fucking issues.






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Old 11-04-2012, 09:19 PM   #21467
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Fucking ridiculous reason to feel happy.



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Old 12-04-2012, 12:28 AM   #21468
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It sounds stupid and you'd probably laugh if I ever told you

I hate that I love you. I've loved you for so long. I was so happy just to talk to you. You were the only one who put a smile on my face. Then you met her, who was like a sister to me. And I hear from everyone now how cute you two would look together. And you bought into that. Now you love her. And I hear from her constantly about how sweet you are to her. She shows me your texts and admiring notes. You call her honey, sweetie. She knew how I felt but I told her its ok. What's meant to be is meant to be. If you love her, you love her. We can't control that. But I can't control how I feel either. And I love you. You belittle youself too much. You say you're not handsome, but you're the most handsome man I've ever met. You say you're not funny, then why can you make me laugh so easily? It sounds stupid, I know, but when I look at you I see pure perfection.

You once told me that crying was useless, that I should dry my tears. That's what I want to tell you. I want to say goodbye to you, but doing so might make me never smile again. I'd shed a thousand tears if I did. I don't know what would hurt me more; forcing a smile as you wrap your favorite leather jacket around her and stroke her hair or leave the both of you for good?

Please. I need an answer to that question.

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Old 12-04-2012, 01:23 AM   #21469
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That made me feel like a fraud. And I think I was so angry at you over that because of the ficticious disorder I definitely do not have because I'm not a moron.

I wasted expensive one way train tickets. Don't you all dare try to make out thats a good thing considering the financial woes.

Please just bear with me whilst the current bit of 'man up and deal' kicks in- it'll be soon and then it will be business as usual.



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Old 12-04-2012, 02:14 AM   #21470
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This is so hard.



i do not always manage to be around but i wish you all the very best - love and luck to you all!


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Old 12-04-2012, 03:12 AM   #21471
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hahaha.


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Old 12-04-2012, 08:56 AM   #21472
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This is so hard.
*cuddles* always here for you Kath.
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Old 12-04-2012, 01:51 PM   #21473
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I do not have an eating disorder. Please stop trolling me. Your height-measurement thingy must be wrong.
And yet X, worked out just before I posted, fingers flying across the screen effortlessly in a calculation they know by heart, using the weight measurement obtained using scales I shouldn't even have access to.
Jeebus. What a pickle.



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Old 12-04-2012, 01:58 PM   #21474
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71 days





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Old 12-04-2012, 02:01 PM   #21475
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When you're lonely,
I wish you love.
When you're down,
I wish you joy.
When things are complicated.
I wish you simple beauty.
When things look empty,
I wish you hope.

I'm always going to be here - I promise. We are going to make it.





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Old 12-04-2012, 02:03 PM   #21476
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I don't even know what anyone could say to me anymore. It's pathetic.
Please let me choose the way I know, the way that's comfortable. My way. My controlled way.
I'm so scared of next week and I don't think I can calm myself down at all.



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Old 12-04-2012, 03:34 PM   #21477
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i didnt deserve this. now is when we can make up for the lost time over theyears. now is when i need you most so where
are you now?

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Old 12-04-2012, 03:42 PM   #21478
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LJ:


You didn’t let me down,
You didn’t tear me apart,
You just opened my eyes,
While breaking my heart,
You didn’t do it for me,
I’m not as dumb as you think,
You just made me cry,
While claiming that you love me,
You love me, you love me,
You said you loved me but that
I’m not good enough, I’m not good enough..





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Old 12-04-2012, 04:24 PM   #21479
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I'm frightened you're hurting them.
I'm acctually petrified.
It's me right? I'm paranoid yeah?
You wouldn't do that to them, would you?



And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears. And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears...


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Old 12-04-2012, 06:53 PM   #21480
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Sorry I've been kind of distant. I think I am getting sad again. I'm tired of this. And scared. I need a hug. =(



'It's an impossible choice ... I'll just have to hope that when I flip the coin it somehow explodes and kills me.'

"You're not scared of climbing mountains. You're scared that you can't make them move."

Jenna was here :P


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