Hey,
That sounds so difficult:( How do you feel he would react if you were to tell him? Like, what is stopping you? Maybe talking to him (or anybody else who you trust and could get you through the rough patch) would help, because then you can get help/support to stop cutting and not have to feel guilty and self-conscious. Because feeling like that in bed with someone is horrible, and nobody deserves to feel like that. Also, as I don't know where said cuts are I cannot comment about hiding them and I'm not sure I would encourage you to hide such things from loved ones.
Sorry this reply didn't really go in the direction that you asked for. Maybe if telling him you're cutting again is too hard, could you tell him you're struggling with x, y and z in your life, and work through it together like that?
*hugs* Sorry this wasn't a better response, but I thought something is better than nothing.
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