Live Help


Forum Jump
Post New Thread  Reply
Old 22-10-2020, 10:10 PM   #181
Darkwings44
 
Darkwings44's Avatar
 
Join Date: Feb 2019
I am currently:

not really those things..... but i can continue to write about her in my story.......


Last edited by Darkwings44 : 22-10-2020 at 10:21 PM. Reason: more added to it


just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….


Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough

Darkwings44 is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 22-10-2020, 10:14 PM   #182
[Luna]
 
[Luna]'s Avatar
 
Join Date: Mar 2011
Location: UK
I am currently:

I think writing would be a really healthy way to process your feelings.

[Luna] is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 22-10-2020, 10:16 PM   #183
Darkwings44
 
Darkwings44's Avatar
 
Join Date: Feb 2019
I am currently:

ok i'll do that



just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….


Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough

Darkwings44 is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 22-10-2020, 10:19 PM   #184
[Luna]
 
[Luna]'s Avatar
 
Join Date: Mar 2011
Location: UK
I am currently:

Well done xx

[Luna] is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 22-10-2020, 10:22 PM   #185
Darkwings44
 
Darkwings44's Avatar
 
Join Date: Feb 2019
I am currently:

thank you *hugs you*



just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….


Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough

Darkwings44 is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 22-10-2020, 10:41 PM   #186
Darkwings44
 
Darkwings44's Avatar
 
Join Date: Feb 2019
I am currently:

i still feel thats its my fault....



just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….


Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough

Darkwings44 is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 23-10-2020, 11:07 PM   #187
Darkwings44
 
Darkwings44's Avatar
 
Join Date: Feb 2019
I am currently:

im feeling very overwelmed right now and all these feelings are full in me i dont think i can take it!



just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….


Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough

Darkwings44 is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 24-10-2020, 12:58 AM   #188
Pomegranate
Petulant
 
Pomegranate's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jun 2007
I am currently:

What did staff say when you spoke to them?





*Proud Plumeria Sister*







Pomegranate is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 24-10-2020, 02:20 AM   #189
Darkwings44
 
Darkwings44's Avatar
 
Join Date: Feb 2019
I am currently:

nothing... i havent told them yet.....the reason why i dont tell them anything because i know what will happen they blame on Schizophrenia like the therpist did when i told her stuff back when i trusted her ok?!!! look at where trusting people in real life got me misdiagnosed with Schizophrenia !!!!!!!!! i dont have Schizophrenia at all its just something that the therpist said because she doesnt know me!!!!



just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….


Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough

Darkwings44 is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 24-10-2020, 05:19 AM   #190
Pomegranate
Petulant
 
Pomegranate's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jun 2007
I am currently:

How can she know you though or the staff know you if you don’t talk to them?

I get your concerns about being misunderstood but the more you speak to them, the better they will understand you and the more you will build up a relationship with you and be able to help. They can help way more than people responding to internet posts. But you have to find a way to trust them enough to talk. Maybe we could help suggest ways for you to be more able to talk to them?





*Proud Plumeria Sister*







Pomegranate is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 24-10-2020, 05:28 AM   #191
Auror.
Aurors for the win.
 
Auror.'s Avatar
 
Join Date: Jun 2007
Location: Godric's Hollow

I've been misdiagnosed with psychosis related disorders for years. It was only when I worked really hard to communicate what was going on for me and communicated it in different ways that my diagnosis got changed to something else. While we can't say whether you are diagnosed correctly or not, they'll never know what is actually going on for you if you don't work to communicate with them.

You're right, it sucks to be written off and just seen as psychotic. But there are absolutely ways to still get help and validation when that occurs.



Please do not give me virtual hugs unless you are only using the hug function on threads. Thanks.


You can't always keep it separate.
This is happening, this is part of you.


Auror. is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 24-10-2020, 09:16 PM   #192
Darkwings44
 
Darkwings44's Avatar
 
Join Date: Feb 2019
I am currently:

i actully tryed that with the therpist didnt work she to this day still says i have it



just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….


Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough

Darkwings44 is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 24-10-2020, 09:21 PM   #193
Darkwings44
 
Darkwings44's Avatar
 
Join Date: Feb 2019
I am currently:

Quote:
Originally Posted by Pomegranate View Post
How can she know you though or the staff know you if you don’t talk to them?

I get your concerns about being misunderstood but the more you speak to them, the better they will understand you and the more you will build up a relationship with you and be able to help. They can help way more than people responding to internet posts. But you have to find a way to trust them enough to talk. Maybe we could help suggest ways for you to be more able to talk to them?
ive tried that it didnt work

quite honestly i think that the staff are far way more interested at writeing me up for stuff then they are at talking to me and understanding me........



just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….


Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough

Darkwings44 is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 25-10-2020, 07:54 PM   #194
Darkwings44
 
Darkwings44's Avatar
 
Join Date: Feb 2019
I am currently:

it feels like i lost everything.......my heart, my hope, everything......


Last edited by Darkwings44 : 25-10-2020 at 08:09 PM.


just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….


Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough

Darkwings44 is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 26-10-2020, 08:38 PM   #195
Darkwings44
 
Darkwings44's Avatar
 
Join Date: Feb 2019
I am currently:

its feels like the bad is the only truth in this world like the good is something thats fake.....



just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….


Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough

Darkwings44 is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 01-11-2020, 08:08 PM   #196
Darkwings44
 
Darkwings44's Avatar
 
Join Date: Feb 2019
I am currently:

Im thinking of asking stanta to bring back my friend kaci….. but I don’t know if his magic can do that



just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….


Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough

Darkwings44 is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 01-11-2020, 08:26 PM   #197
not_so_insig
It's Bouquet! B-U-C-K-E-T!
 
not_so_insig's Avatar
 
Join Date: Sep 2004
Location: Wales, UK
I am currently:

Sadly nothing can bring back the dead. You really need to talk to someone about this.



Wannabe CPN : -)
"He who is tired of Weird Al is tired of life." - Homer Simpson
"I hear those voices that will not be drowned"
Sanity is a nasty disease. The world would be a happier place without it. - Rilic
RIP Kat 4th July 1987- 11th June 2013

Please do not pm me without permission as I find getting PMs very stressful.

not_so_insig is online now   Reply With Quote
Old 01-11-2020, 08:30 PM   #198
Darkwings44
 
Darkwings44's Avatar
 
Join Date: Feb 2019
I am currently:

nothing?? but there has to something right?... =(



just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….


Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough

Darkwings44 is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 01-11-2020, 08:38 PM   #199
Darkwings44
 
Darkwings44's Avatar
 
Join Date: Feb 2019
I am currently:

some kind of hope right???



just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….


Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough

Darkwings44 is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 01-11-2020, 09:38 PM   #200
Darkwings44
 
Darkwings44's Avatar
 
Join Date: Feb 2019
I am currently:

found out that Shes alive.. she faked her death to fuck me over….. I feel like dying even more then ever…



just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….


Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough

Darkwings44 is offline   Reply With Quote
Reply


Currently Active Members Viewing This Thread: 1 (0 members and 1 guests)
 
Thread Tools Search this Thread
Search this Thread:

Advanced Search

Posting Rules
You may not post new threads
You may not post replies
You may not post attachments
You may not edit your posts

vB code is On
Smilies are On
[IMG] code is On
HTML code is Off
Censor is OFF
Forum Jump


Sea Pink Aroma
All times are GMT +1. The time now is 12:47 PM.