Okay so this sounds really stupid but I have a feeling today is going to be good.
I am SI free for 15 days and if I can make it to Sunday then I can't harm even if I wanted to for another three weeks so this is good.
I get to see my boyfriend today, not for very long but still.
I am going to see my therapist today and we are going to write out some god forsaken awfully long plan thing about why I am the way I am and what I have to do from here. (Sounds negative but I always feel better after having seen her.)
I am eating properly and I weighed myself and didn't freak out or go running or whatever.
I'm still in my PJs at 10.20.
It's sunny, might get dressed and go for a bike ride...
I go to Australia in like 4 days!
Just I'm almost happy today, like properly happy and I want to make it last.
Sorry for the pointless ramble.
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