*Hugs Kitty* Awwh Hun I'm sorry you feel horrible , I hope you sleep well and wake up tomorrow feeling a bit better , Do you have a date to meet your Dr?
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
January 3rd. And I don't see my counselor again until January 13th.
She just...she won't leave me alone. Music doesn't help...she is everywhere. I see and hear her everywhere I go and she won't go away. I don't know how much longer I can take this...
-hugs mark again-
~*~*~ I love my wardies ~*~*~
hi. Im Danika. 14, sad, and alone. Dont really like bein touched.
Im Chloe. Im 6 years old and shy. I like to play and color.
I'm Clarissa. I'm 17 and a protector. I do what I need to for everyone else.
hey mark, I'm OK, still cutting and still a bit screwed up but generally ok. Can't believe Xmas is nearly here. We finally got an offer on our house that my ex and I accepted today, so hopefully heading for the end with him and can move on. Tough times ahead but at least the end is in sight and hopefully when things settle again I shall return to my SH free existance. I've had enough, I so know where you guys are coming from.
A good friend of mine who got angry every time I hurt myself is reading the book "Cutting" and is actually starting to understand a little, as much as someone who doesn't suffer from the affliction can ;)
You truly are amazing, you know that I hope. Some days I just jump on and read your support for others and feel better somehow. EVen though you suffer from similar stuff as all of us here you always take the time. Makes me feel a bit inadequate! but gives me hope and faith in the human race.
Keep looking after yourself, you're a special guy 'k?
*hugs*
Last edited by jonikd : 17-12-2010 at 11:02 AM.
Reason: clarified what the offer was for
*hugs Crimson, Helen, Owen, Laura, Kahlia, Nicole, Lindsay, April* all familiar faces for me here. I think about you all pretty much every day, even though I'm not physically here I feel eternally linked to you all.
*Leaves special hugs for Julie next time she pops in!*
I am going to pass out now...cant stay awake anymore. Take care of yourselves mark and jk -hugs-
night night xx
~*~*~ I love my wardies ~*~*~
hi. Im Danika. 14, sad, and alone. Dont really like bein touched.
Im Chloe. Im 6 years old and shy. I like to play and color.
I'm Clarissa. I'm 17 and a protector. I do what I need to for everyone else.
*Hugs JK* Awh thanks , you cheered me up this morning :) I hope the deal on your house go's smoothly and you can get on and we can all beat S.I. together , I'm in a "I'm not going to let it beat me mood" right now and these moods don't come that often and they can go FAST so I'll just try and be positive whilst I can.
JK , Who wrote the book "Cutting"? I may have it I have quite a few books but no motivation to read them , they don't get to the point fast enough but maybe I'll make reading my new years resalution ????? I've read one graphic novel this year , thats it ,I'm a little ashamed about that.:S
Last edited by Doikers : 17-12-2010 at 11:09 AM.
Reason: typo
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
and no he will be out of the office during winter break and he is only in on mondays and wednesdays anyway so he is done until the beginning of january. And no, I am not on meds for schizophrenia. I havent been able to talk to my dr since I realized thats what it was....he really is stupid I dont know how he got to be a doctor... -sighs-
~*~*~ I love my wardies ~*~*~
hi. Im Danika. 14, sad, and alone. Dont really like bein touched.
Im Chloe. Im 6 years old and shy. I like to play and color.
I'm Clarissa. I'm 17 and a protector. I do what I need to for everyone else.
-curls up in a corner bang back of head against wall-
tada magic i dunno how i got this -------> Í
hi julie 'm 26 i love hugs i have people in my head and they will talk to u. they will behave and they wont hurt u they are...
owen nearly 10 and doesnt like being touched
amy 11 quiet and shy
kate 15 has lotsa anger but is nice
so basically i'm that weirdo who talks to herself...hi...
tada magic i dunno how i got this -------> Í
hi julie 'm 26 i love hugs i have people in my head and they will talk to u. they will behave and they wont hurt u they are...
owen nearly 10 and doesnt like being touched
amy 11 quiet and shy
kate 15 has lotsa anger but is nice
so basically i'm that weirdo who talks to herself...hi...
tada magic i dunno how i got this -------> Í
hi julie 'm 26 i love hugs i have people in my head and they will talk to u. they will behave and they wont hurt u they are...
owen nearly 10 and doesnt like being touched
amy 11 quiet and shy
kate 15 has lotsa anger but is nice
so basically i'm that weirdo who talks to herself...hi...
-shuffles closer to mark clutching the teddy and my sleeping bag-
tada magic i dunno how i got this -------> Í
hi julie 'm 26 i love hugs i have people in my head and they will talk to u. they will behave and they wont hurt u they are...
owen nearly 10 and doesnt like being touched
amy 11 quiet and shy
kate 15 has lotsa anger but is nice
so basically i'm that weirdo who talks to herself...hi...
Well I'm wondering wherther my worker has got into work today because of the snow so I rang the centres but no answer :S I left a message and I hope they get back to me by midday hmmm , My meeting is at 1pm, so I'll leave at 12.30pm to go the scenic route for the exercise. hmm I'll just have to ring later if they don't ring me first
Last edited by Doikers : 17-12-2010 at 12:07 PM.
Reason: to add
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
tada magic i dunno how i got this -------> Í
hi julie 'm 26 i love hugs i have people in my head and they will talk to u. they will behave and they wont hurt u they are...
owen nearly 10 and doesnt like being touched
amy 11 quiet and shy
kate 15 has lotsa anger but is nice
so basically i'm that weirdo who talks to herself...hi...
tada magic i dunno how i got this -------> Í 