I hate it. This is the first Christmas I've put weight on, I don't know what to do. I know i should have brought it all up. You would have heard it all. The dogs would have smelt it all. So now here i am am all fat. My clothes don't fit me anymore my. My belts aren't the same. My tummy jiggles. I need this all gone. I hate the way i look. So ugly. So fat
littlewhisper, my guardian angel. I-Love-You XxX
little_miss, such an amazing friend. LoveYou XxX
I hate it, I don't want it, I don't need it, I never want to see it, You can take it, You can break it.
Mummy to my gorgeous wolf cub - 30/10/2013. Our little fighter at 3 weeks early and a tiny 4lbs 14oz.
I don't have any words right now..I'm going through the same thing as you though. Please don't give up. You can get through this. It's good you didn't purge. I'm here if you want to talk xx *cuddles*
I wish i had purged. Damn her for being such a good cook. I would have felt so guilty if i had of done. I've never met someone who is such a good cook.
Stay strong love. You can do this. I'm here for you as well.
XxX
littlewhisper, my guardian angel. I-Love-You XxX
little_miss, such an amazing friend. LoveYou XxX
I hate it, I don't want it, I don't need it, I never want to see it, You can take it, You can break it.
Mummy to my gorgeous wolf cub - 30/10/2013. Our little fighter at 3 weeks early and a tiny 4lbs 14oz.
I hate it so much. I can't even use my normal sized belt hole. I feel like i've put on like 20 stone,not even my favorite jeans fit me properly anymore and it's only been 3 days since i wore them when they fit right.
I'm such a fat mess just can't bring myself to do anything about it which bringsme down so much more.
littlewhisper, my guardian angel. I-Love-You XxX
little_miss, such an amazing friend. LoveYou XxX
I hate it, I don't want it, I don't need it, I never want to see it, You can take it, You can break it.
Mummy to my gorgeous wolf cub - 30/10/2013. Our little fighter at 3 weeks early and a tiny 4lbs 14oz.
I know awful it is to feel the way you're feeling.
But are you sure you have actually put as much weight as you think on?
Are you sure it isn't you're eating disorder lying to you and making you see something thats worse than it is?
xxx
Well content loves the silence, It thrives in the dark, With fine winding tendrils,That strangle the heart,
They say that promises sweeten the blow, But I don't need them, No, I don't need them...
I know i have put on more weight than ever before at christmas time. I have never finished hristmas with my jeans not fitting the way they normally do. My husband can see that i have put weight on and is mocking me for it (he doesn't realise how bad the eating problems can be for me and i don't want him to either).Thats howi know it isn't all in my head.
littlewhisper, my guardian angel. I-Love-You XxX
little_miss, such an amazing friend. LoveYou XxX
I hate it, I don't want it, I don't need it, I never want to see it, You can take it, You can break it.
Mummy to my gorgeous wolf cub - 30/10/2013. Our little fighter at 3 weeks early and a tiny 4lbs 14oz.
I'm sorry to hear that your husband is mocking you for it :(
I know how much it hurts when people comment on that..
Can you sit down and talk to him and tell him that it bothers you when he does that, going into as little or as much detail as you'd like to?
I have tried many times but the only way to get him off my back about it is to put on weight. So basically i have the choice, i can either put on weight and be unhappy or keep the way i am going and have him mock me every now and then as his way to accept the ED
littlewhisper, my guardian angel. I-Love-You XxX
little_miss, such an amazing friend. LoveYou XxX
I hate it, I don't want it, I don't need it, I never want to see it, You can take it, You can break it.
Mummy to my gorgeous wolf cub - 30/10/2013. Our little fighter at 3 weeks early and a tiny 4lbs 14oz.
