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Old 10-05-2009, 11:23 PM   #41
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i started questioning my sexuality too, but i don't think its that.



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Old 10-05-2009, 11:24 PM   #42
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I know it's weird to say. It might have to do with the fact that she was exactly like me when she was younger, if you take out the self harm part.



"Theresa thinks about everyone except Theresa." ~ Ms. Smith
"I've figured you out enough to know everything that makes you happy." ~ Ms. Smith
"You're too important to forget." ~ Ms. Smith
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Old 10-05-2009, 11:25 PM   #43
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OMG! I have the same problem. I know I'm bi, but I have absolutely no feelings towards her in that way. It was weird, because at first I thought it was that, but I figured out that I couldn't even think of her in that way, and I was like 'if it's not that, then what is it?'



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"I've figured you out enough to know everything that makes you happy." ~ Ms. Smith
"You're too important to forget." ~ Ms. Smith
"I know you want to be happy you just keep pushing yourself back into this depressive safe zone you have" ~ Ms. Griswold
"I am so proud of you for making it one year Theresa. February 5th will be your new birthday, so happy birthday" ~Ms. Griswold
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Old 10-05-2009, 11:25 PM   #44
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yeah maybe its that! you are lucky to have her!



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Old 10-05-2009, 11:26 PM   #45
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yeah i thought like that too.



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Old 10-05-2009, 11:27 PM   #46
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I guess I am. I have days when I feel so depressed I don't want to go to school and I think no one will understand. Then I think, No wait, Ms. Smith is there she'll understand, I can talk to her.



"Theresa thinks about everyone except Theresa." ~ Ms. Smith
"I've figured you out enough to know everything that makes you happy." ~ Ms. Smith
"You're too important to forget." ~ Ms. Smith
"I know you want to be happy you just keep pushing yourself back into this depressive safe zone you have" ~ Ms. Griswold
"I am so proud of you for making it one year Theresa. February 5th will be your new birthday, so happy birthday" ~Ms. Griswold
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Old 10-05-2009, 11:29 PM   #47
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once i was obsessed with a woman, not a teacher, but when i saw she didn't care much, i started hating her. now im not obsessed and when i see her i try to avoid her. at first she was nice with me, but then she took advantage of me.



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Old 10-05-2009, 11:29 PM   #48
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i started questioning my sexuality too, but i don't think its that.
nope def not - but I'm glad i'm not alone! I thought I was just needy... like REALLY needy...




As a little kid you believed in fairytales,
that fantasy of what your life would be: white dress; prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill.
You closed your eyes and had complete and utter faith.
Eventually you grow up. One day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears.
But the thing is, it's hard to let go of that fairytale entirely because almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith,
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Old 10-05-2009, 11:31 PM   #49
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Aww. I'm sorry. I know how it feels to have someone take advantage of you, then it turns out they don't care, it really hurts.



"Theresa thinks about everyone except Theresa." ~ Ms. Smith
"I've figured you out enough to know everything that makes you happy." ~ Ms. Smith
"You're too important to forget." ~ Ms. Smith
"I know you want to be happy you just keep pushing yourself back into this depressive safe zone you have" ~ Ms. Griswold
"I am so proud of you for making it one year Theresa. February 5th will be your new birthday, so happy birthday" ~Ms. Griswold
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Old 10-05-2009, 11:31 PM   #50
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yeah go ahead!!



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Old 10-05-2009, 11:32 PM   #51
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I have to do a research project for psychology. Maybe I could base it on this? See if there are any on theories on why we form attachments like these?

just an idea. xx
That would be a great idea. I think your teacher would be extremely interested in what you find.



"Theresa thinks about everyone except Theresa." ~ Ms. Smith
"I've figured you out enough to know everything that makes you happy." ~ Ms. Smith
"You're too important to forget." ~ Ms. Smith
"I know you want to be happy you just keep pushing yourself back into this depressive safe zone you have" ~ Ms. Griswold
"I am so proud of you for making it one year Theresa. February 5th will be your new birthday, so happy birthday" ~Ms. Griswold
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Old 10-05-2009, 11:35 PM   #52
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when i say she took advantage of me i mean that she was telling me to wash the dishes, when i was staying at her hotel, because i was always willing to help them. but when i didn't want to do it, she was asking me, but i couldn't say no. now i don't like her. in fact i can't believe that i was even obsessed with her. i remember that i was following everywhere and wanted to help with the chores, because i was obsessed.



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Old 10-05-2009, 11:41 PM   #53
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Wow. That type of stuff never happened to me, and I can't believe someone would take advantage of you like that, it's really harsh. I guess you can't con trol who you become obsessed with, right? Sometimes you become obsessed with the wrong person.



"Theresa thinks about everyone except Theresa." ~ Ms. Smith
"I've figured you out enough to know everything that makes you happy." ~ Ms. Smith
"You're too important to forget." ~ Ms. Smith
"I know you want to be happy you just keep pushing yourself back into this depressive safe zone you have" ~ Ms. Griswold
"I am so proud of you for making it one year Theresa. February 5th will be your new birthday, so happy birthday" ~Ms. Griswold
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Old 10-05-2009, 11:42 PM   #54
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yeah i agree.



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Old 10-05-2009, 11:50 PM   #55
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I think I just flipped out on someone... Oops. That person is gonna be mad at me. Hmm. That was completely of topic.

Anywho, I do feel that I have had obsessions with the wrong people many times. When I was younger, I had an obsession with one of my friends moms. She went on to tell me horrible lies, that she knew I would believe because I was obsessed with her.



"Theresa thinks about everyone except Theresa." ~ Ms. Smith
"I've figured you out enough to know everything that makes you happy." ~ Ms. Smith
"You're too important to forget." ~ Ms. Smith
"I know you want to be happy you just keep pushing yourself back into this depressive safe zone you have" ~ Ms. Griswold
"I am so proud of you for making it one year Theresa. February 5th will be your new birthday, so happy birthday" ~Ms. Griswold
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Old 10-05-2009, 11:52 PM   #56
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she knew you were obsessed with her?



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Old 10-05-2009, 11:56 PM   #57
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I was little, only about 6, she figured it out because I followed her and did anything she asked. Plus, at the time I didn't realize I was obsessed. Looking back now I know I was. Back then I thought I just looked up to her, I guess she figured it out.



"Theresa thinks about everyone except Theresa." ~ Ms. Smith
"I've figured you out enough to know everything that makes you happy." ~ Ms. Smith
"You're too important to forget." ~ Ms. Smith
"I know you want to be happy you just keep pushing yourself back into this depressive safe zone you have" ~ Ms. Griswold
"I am so proud of you for making it one year Theresa. February 5th will be your new birthday, so happy birthday" ~Ms. Griswold
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Old 10-05-2009, 11:59 PM   #58
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aw you were little! it has happened to me when i was little with my mum. but i guess its a different thing, because i was scared that something bad would happen to her, so i wouldn't let her leave the house, or when she did, i would call her all the time to see if she is okay. it is an obsession, but not like that. i still have that with my mum, even though im older.



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Old 11-05-2009, 01:52 AM   #59
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i don't, me and my mom don't really get along. i became obsessed with my friends mom because she said she cared about me. i trusted her, i was a very trusting little girl, now i hardly trust people at all. i guess i just needed an older female who cared. i recently found that in my orchestra teacher.



"Theresa thinks about everyone except Theresa." ~ Ms. Smith
"I've figured you out enough to know everything that makes you happy." ~ Ms. Smith
"You're too important to forget." ~ Ms. Smith
"I know you want to be happy you just keep pushing yourself back into this depressive safe zone you have" ~ Ms. Griswold
"I am so proud of you for making it one year Theresa. February 5th will be your new birthday, so happy birthday" ~Ms. Griswold
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Old 11-05-2009, 08:36 AM   #60
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maybe you are obsessed with her because you want someone to care, since you don't have your mum.



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