Hey lovely, I think many of us who love you & care would love it if you stayed around & started posting more & being part of this community again, it's a place where you can get support and rant about crap and get it out your system, plus a lot of us want to know how things are going, so :)
Always here baby, will message you later tonight, & maybe have a call chat again, missed you lots.
I'm not really around here much any more either. Like Kate above and yourself I too came back to check on the wonderful people here. I'm glad to see you because I was in fact thinking of you just yesterday, and wondering how you are doing. I always want ask but I never want to bother you elsewhere so I didn't :3
It's lovely to see you. Let us know how you're doing, really. You're allowed to speak your mind, and if you need to 'moan', then we are here for that. Better to get it out sometimes and get support for it.
Wishing you all the best,
Aimee (in Wonderland / Snow White.)
Hey baby, how're you feeling today?
(I know we text/email, but you could get more support here if you open up and let things out and everything :) )
Keep fighting angel,
lots of loveeee.
xxxxx
I'm feeling OK in myself,, like mood-wise, but since moving out (I have a flat in supported housing) I don't know, I *think* my ED has gotten worse, I'm not sure, people say it has, but I can't see it,, not really. Not properly.
Like, my pottasium is a mess & I'm losing weight & slurring my speech sometimes, & I just had an appt with my Bone Consultant & it really scared me, but not enough; if that makes sense. & I keep losing control of my bowels, & oddly my bladder, like I pee sooo much & I can't ever hold it in - it feels like my bladder has weakened, is that even possible?
But on the other hand, I'm doing well, with my budgeting, & my OT work, going out more, doing more, but I'm not sure whether its just an excuse to exercise.
I don't have much in the way of practical advice, but have you discussed what's happening with anybody on your team? Although, mentioning it to them won't help anything unless you want to be helped.
I understand what you said when it scared you, but not enough. That does make sense, because I've felt like that before, but maybe you could try to use the fact that it scared you at all to jump start into attempting to recover? I know it's scary, but really, it's going to come down to life or death, and eventually, you're going to have to pick before the decision is taken out of your hands. None of that is meant harshly either, I just think honesty is needed.
Also, yes, it is possible for your bladder to weaken...although I'm not sure what actually causes it.
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