Triggering (SI/ED) - the holiday and the failure

[~KemicalRain~]

i promised myself that i would not do this...
i have planned on packing a "safe" box filled with things to sort out my "problems" this holiday is going to cause me to recoil and take a million steps backwards i cant take this sorry this is ranting but well i cant cope with the fact that i will have to eat three huge meals a day and i know i cant cope and i konw i will come back to cov and feel like crap i would just love some support i can take with me
peace love and good happiness
STEVE

p.s knowing me i will pack the safe box but i would like some reasuring words because i know i am gonna get fat on this holiday sorry again for ranting

[Lil'MissLaLa]

sorry things are realy anxiety provoking for u atm, but all i can say, is try and stay focused because u can get thru this holiday. make sure u use ure safe box as and wen u need it but most of all, remember that eating altho scary, is actually a good thing. Chin up, u will get thru this! xx

[~KemicalRain~]

ty hun i will try to get through it but well yeah lol lots of stress but i am sure i will make you guys proud (i hope)

[nowhereman]

Just try to enjoy your holiday and I know eating is scary but try take a break from things and use it as a chance to enjoy eating. Well ok, maybe enjoying is going a bit far but try not to get too panicked about, make the most if it is what I'm trying to say.

[Psiren]

*cuddles*
Try not to think about what you're eating when you're eating. It sounds weird but sometimes if I don't think about what I'm putting in my mouth I don't panic as much.
Try and enjoy yourself though, that's what holidays are for.

Sorry I'm completely useless right now.
I know how you feel though. I'm in the same boat.
Take care.

[-Tough-Cookie-]

your stronger than you think *hugs*