How Can I Forget?

[XxNever Give UpxX]

Hi guys. I need your help with this, as I'm at my whits end and It makes me suicidal. I feel out with someone very special to me 4 months back and every day since we've been up and down with each other. Mostly down though. We fight almost every day and it hurts and it drains me as all I do is get really upset and as I have depression, this really doesn't help as I'm very delicate and one little thing sets me off. I want to get on with my life like they are but no matter how hard I try, I can't! I really want to die, so I can finally be put out of all this pain and I want them to pay to all the pain they have caused me! Sorry if all that sounds pathtic and stupid but I dunno what else to do to forget! Thank you. Xxx

[x-love/hate/tragedy-x]

If you're constantly fighting you need to find a way to break out of this cycle as it is obviously having a negative impact on you. Think of things that could distract you from how you feel at the moment, for example engage in any hobbies you may have or simply hang out with your friends, eventually distractions become more than just distractions & you begin to enjoy them again.
You don't sound pathetic or stupid, you're obviously in a lot of pain at the moment but I believe that you're strong enough to move past it :)
xxx

[XxNever Give UpxX]

x-love/hate/tragedy-x:- I am engaged with sports, and it does help but when I'm alone, I think and thats when it all starts. Hopefully I will get through it. But Thank You :) Xxx

madfootballfan:- Your right, but it is hard. It's a friend. We have talked about it a million times, but it's a constant rollacoaster with us and I'm done! But I still cant forget! :/ Thank You :) Xxx

[talaiporia]

*hugs* How are things today?