Hi
I feel like no matter where I go ,someone has got something to say to me or something .I get bullied at school by some girls in my class ,I know its my fault that is getting worse and still carrying on because I haven't told any of the teachers about it.I guess im just too scared to tell them ,just incase it makes the girls even worse.
Im also getting bullied online ,I use another chat room ,its supposed to be a room where you can talk about how you are feeling and whats going on for you in your life ,I went in there yesterday to see if someone that I talk to was online ,they wasn't ,all I got was abuse off people and having people lauging at me because I said I wanted to SH.Then they started laughing at a picture of me calling me ugly and fat telling me to leave because no one wanted me there and that no one does actually like me.it really upset me,i only went there for support and someone to talk to but instead I got that.Its like they target me when I go into the room as soon as they see my name ,all the insults start.
Then I joined here 4 days ago and if im honest being here has made me feel worse because ive been getting PM's and comments on my posts that are nasty ,ive just received another PM today from someone,and im not even sure what to make of it .Im starting to think maybe joining here was a mistake .
Im crying right now and i feel so stupid for doing it but I cant take it anymore ,I just came here and on that other site for support but I just feel like a laughing stock .I don't think I can take much more,im saying to myself right now...'Have I done something to make people hate me so much?'..i am not sure what people want but if its to upset me and make me feel this rubbish well ...they have succeeded ...all I wanted was support and someone to talk with ,but people are making me feel like ive done something wrong.
Jessie
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