Hi i hope your feeling a bit better. I am so pleased to hear your looking for a counsellor. That is a step in the right direction :) And maybe if you get counselling from a charity it wont be too expensive.
Can I ask what 'rules' your body is not following? Why do you think you have been struggling more than usual lately? you mentioned you are new to the area, moving home can be pretty stressful so dont be too hard on yourself.
There is a Christian SIers thread here
http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...38#post3300038
Were a friendly bunch so pop over and say hi sometime.