And after all of my alibis desert me
I just want to get by
I don’t want nothing to hurt me I had no idea where my head was at
But if my heart says I’m sorry can we leave it at that Because I just want for all of this to end
And I so hate consequences
And running from you is what my best defense is
Consequences
Oh God, don’t make me face up to this
And I so hate consequences
And running from you is what my best defense is Cause I know that I let you down
And I don’t want to deal with that
//
Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it. See that line. Well I never should have crossed it. Stop right there. Well I never should have said That it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.
I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.
/emo.
I roll over and hold on tightly, and whisper "If they want you, they're gonna have to fight me,"
And even though the moment passed me by I still can't turn away Cause all the dreams you never thought you'd lose
Got tossed along the way
And letters that you never meant to send
Get lost or thrown away
And now we're grown up orphans
That never knew their names We don't belong to no one
That's a shame But if you could hide beside me Maybe for a while And I won't tell no one your name
Scars are souvenirs you never lose The past is never far Did you lose yourself somewhere out there Did you get to be a star And don't it make you sad to know that life
Is more than who we are
You grew up way too fast
And now there's nothing to believe And reruns all become our history
A tired song keeps playing on a tired radio
And I won't tell no one your name
And I won't tell em your name
I think about you all the time
But I don't need the same
It's lonely where you are come back down
And I won't tell em your name
"Be nice. Think happy thoughts. Champion silver linings. Love all things (not just cute things like babies and kittens) & when you do love - love like they do in power ballads (you know like on a cliff with the wind in your hair and your eyes shut, knowing you'll never know love like this). Watch out for dog poo. Smile at people - even grumpy ones. Remember anything is possible & whatever you do always try to look on the bright side."
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
Running through my head
(Running through my head)
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
(Running through my head)
This is not enough
I'm in serious ****, I feel totally lost
If I'm asking for help it's only because Being with you has opened my eyes Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise?
I keep asking myself, wondering how
I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me
Nobody else so we can be free
Nobody else so we can be free
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
Running through my head
(Running through my head)
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
(All the things she said)
This is not enough
This is not enough
All the things she said
All the things she said
And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed
They say it's my fault but I want her so much Wanna fly her away where the sun and rain
Come in over my face, wash away all the shame
When they stop and stare - don't worry me
'Cause I'm feeling for her what she's feeling for me
I can try to pretend, I can try to forget
But it's driving me mad, going out of my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
This is not enough
This is not enough
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said, she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
Mother looking at me
Tell me what do you see? Yes, I've lost my mind
Daddy looking at me Will I ever be free? Have I crossed the line?
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
This is not enough
This is not enough
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said.
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We the people fight for our existence
We don't claim to be perfect
But we're free
We dream our dreams alone
With no resistance
Fading like the stars we wish to be
You know I didn't mean
What I just said
But my God woke up
On the wrong side of his bed
And it just don't matter now
Cos little by little
We gave you everything
You ever dreamed of
Little by little
The wheels of your life
Have slowly fallen off
Little by little
You have to give it all in all your life
And all the time I just ask myself why
You're really here
True perfection has to be imperfect I know that that sounds foolish but it's true
The day has come
And now you'll have to accept
The life inside your head we give to you
You know I didn't mean
What I just said
But my God woke up
On the wrong side of his bed
And it just don't matter now
Cos little by little
We gave you everything
You ever dreamed of
Little by little
The wheels of your life
Have slowly fallen off
Little by little
You have to give it all in all your life
And all the time I just ask myself why
You're really here
Hey
Little by little
We gave you everything
You ever dreamed of
Little by little
The wheels of your life
Have slowly fallen off
Little by little
You had to give it all in all your life
And all the time I just ask myself why
You're really here Why am I really here?
Why am I really here?
The only time you will find real light is when you're searching in the dark..
I'd throw my heart into your fire, when i was blind
And you knew that I'd come crawling back, and you knew you'd always find me there
But this time some things are gonna change, I'm breaking out
And I know someday I'll be ok, and I know someday I'll stand again
But this won't be the end of me
Cuz I'm breaking away
I just need something that will take me away
To help me disconnect to get you off my mind
I just need something that will give me the strength to get away from you
To escape from here
And as I'm sifting through the ash, I find myself
And you knew that I'd come crawling back, and you knew you'd always find me there
But I'm sure you're never gonna change, cuz you've learned this all before
And I know that you'll come crawling back, but I swear you'll never find me there
I just need something that will take me away
To help me disconnect to get you off my mind
I just need something that will give me the strength to get away from you
To escape from here
What was I waiting for, The years went flying by me
And I can't ever get them back
What was I afraid of, I just want to live my life while I'm still alive
Cuz I'm still alive
I just need something that will make me numb
To help me disappear, to anywhere but here
You'll break away
I just need something that will take me away
To help me disconnect to get you off my mind
I just need something that will give me the strength to get away from you
To escape from here
For now I'm fine, for now I just want to live my life while I'm alive
For now I'm fine, for now I just want to live my life while I'm alive
The only time you will find real light is when you're searching in the dark..
She feels lost in her own life
Treading water just to keep from slipping under
And she wonders if she's where she's supposed to be
Tired of trying to do it right Her dreams are just to far away to see how steps she's making
Might be taking her to who she'll be
Chorus: And suddenly it isn't what it used to be
And after all this time it worked out just fine
And suddenly I am where I'm supposed to be
And after all the tears I was supposed to be here
She feels locked in her own life Scared of what she might lose if she moves away from who she was
And she's afraid of being free
There's a way she knows is right
She can't feel the things she knows
And so each step she's taking is a step of faith toward who she'll be
Chorus
And here where the night is darkest black
She feels the fear and the light is farthest back
And through her tears she can't see the dawn is coming
Skies will clear and the light will find her where she's always been.
Chorus
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
Today is gonna be the day That they're gonna throw it back to you By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now
Backbeat the word was on the street That the fire in your heart is out I'm sure you've heard it all before But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now
And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
"Be nice. Think happy thoughts. Champion silver linings. Love all things (not just cute things like babies and kittens) & when you do love - love like they do in power ballads (you know like on a cliff with the wind in your hair and your eyes shut, knowing you'll never know love like this). Watch out for dog poo. Smile at people - even grumpy ones. Remember anything is possible & whatever you do always try to look on the bright side."
Ooh la.
The world just chewed her up and spat her out.
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Out here on the ledge I'm not far away from stepping off I've finally picked out my cloud
It's the one over there
Surrounded by all that air
You reached out your hand
And said I understand
So why not come down
Well except for a few small bruises, cuts,and scars well i'm fine
Except for a few small bruises,cuts,and scars well i'm fine
Thank you for asking
I'm so glad we had this moment here I know they think i'm crazy But everything I am is everything I was taught to be
Well except for a few small bruises,cuts,and scars well i'm fine
Except for a few small bruises,cuts,and scars well i'm fine
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It's hard to see the pain behind the mask;
Bearing the burdon of a secret storm, Sometimes she wishes she was never born;
Through the wind and the rain,
She stands hard as a stone in a world that she can't rise above;
But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place where she's loved.
Concrete Angel
----------------------------
Sometimes it seems that I have no place. And I don't know what to do, with myself.
Night after another, I can taste the filth inside. And I need to reclense my soul. Nobody knows, nobody cares that I die, on the inside.
Nobody sees the light that is me, as I smile on the outside.
Nobody knows, nobody cares that I walk, on the wrong side.
Tell me who..nobody.
Tell me who..nobody.
Tell me who..nobody.
All the friends that I've had, where are they now? Guess I'm far too intense to be loved. All the things that I hate, I hate about myself. And I need to reclense my soul. Nobody knows, nobody cares that I die, on the inside.
Nobody sees the light that is me, as I smile on the outside.
Nobody knows, nobody cares that I walk, on the wrong side.
Tell me who..nobody.
Tell me who..nobody.
Tell me who..nobody.
The only time you will find real light is when you're searching in the dark..
I cannot find a way to describe it It's there inside; all I do is hide I wish that it would just go away What would you do, you do, if you knew
What would you do
[Chorus:]
All the pain I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head I can't handle this confusion I'm unable; come and take me away
I feel like I am all alone
All by myself I need to get around this
My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you, I don't think you'd understand Cause no one understands
[Chorus]
I'm going nowhere (on and on and) I'm getting nowhere (on and on and on) Take me away I'm going nowhere (on and off and off and on)
(and off and on)
[Chorus]
Take me away
Break me away
Take me away
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
I know you didn't bring me out here to drown
So why am I ten feet under and upside down
Barely surviving has become my purpose
Because I'm so used to living underneath the surface
If I could just see you
Everything would be all right
If i'd see you
This darkness would turn to light
And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall
And I know everything will be alright
I know everything will be alright
these are nearly exactly how im feeling right now:
[arch enemy - silent war]
This is killing us
Fighting the truth a losing battle
We believe in nothing
Just hatred for each other
Tragic sinister serenade
Twisted melody shatters reality
Dying hopes for a better day
Fragile dreams that break away
No more, no more
This pain must end
We have chosen to suffer
Believe in nothing but...
Hatred is a vicious circle
Betrayal is at hand
Paralysed souls bleeding
Begging for salvation
Deeper and deeper the wounds we cut
The truth burning our flesh
Silent war to set us free
Stigmata of a tragedy
No more, no more
This pain must end
We have chosen to suffer
Feeling nothing but hate
It's eating us up from the inside
Taking our feelings away
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[mcr -headfirst for halos]
Well let's go back to the middle of the day that starts it all
I can't begin to let you know just what I'm feeling
And now the red ones make me fly
And the blue ones help me fall
And I think I'll blow my brains against the ceiling
And as the fragments of my skull begin to fall
Fall on your tongue like pixie dust just think happy thoughts
And we'll fly home
We'll fly home
You and I
We'll fly home
Come on!
Well now I'm back in the middle of the day that starts it all.
I can't begin to let you know just what I'm feeling.
And now these red ones make me fly,
And the blue ones help me fall.
And I think I'll blow my brains against the ceiling.
Stranger than your sympathy And this is my apology I killed myself from the inside out
And all my fears have pushed you out
And I wished for things that I don’t need
(all I wanted) And what I chased won’t set me free
(all I wanted)
And I get scared but I’m not crawlin’ on my knees
Oh, yeah Everything’s all wrong, yeah
Everything’s all wrong, yeah Where the hell did I think I was?
And stranger than your sympathy Take these things, so I don’t feel I’m killing myself from the inside out And now my head’s been filled with doubt
We’re taught to lead the life you choose
(all I wanted) You know your love’s run out on you
(all I wanted)
And you can’t see when all your dreams aren’t coming true
Oh, yeah
It’s easy to forget, yeah When you choke on the regrets, yeah Who the hell did I think I was?
And stranger than your sympathy And all these thoughts you stole from me And I’m not sure where I belong
And no where’s home and no more wrong
And I was in love with things I tried to make you believe I was
And I wouldn’t be the one to kneel before the dreams I wanted And all the dark and all the lies were all the empty things disguised as me
"Be nice. Think happy thoughts. Champion silver linings. Love all things (not just cute things like babies and kittens) & when you do love - love like they do in power ballads (you know like on a cliff with the wind in your hair and your eyes shut, knowing you'll never know love like this). Watch out for dog poo. Smile at people - even grumpy ones. Remember anything is possible & whatever you do always try to look on the bright side."
"You hold the answers deep within your own mind.
Consciously, you've forgotten it.
That's the way the human mind works.
Whenever something is too unpleasant, to shameful for us
to entertain, we reject it.
We erase it from our memories. But the imprint is always there."
(Can't wash it all away)
(Can't Wish it all away)
(Can't hope it all away)
(Can't cry it all away)
The pain that grips you
The fear that binds you
Releases life in me
In our mutual
Shame we hide our eyes
To blind them from the truth
That finds a way from who we are
Please don't be afraid
When the darkness fades away
The dawn will break the silence
Screaming in our hearts
My love for you still grows
This I do for you
Before I try to fight the truth my final time
"We're supposed to try and be real.
And I feel alone, and we're not together. And that is real."
Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away
Lying beside you
Listening to you breathe
The life that flows inside of you
Burns inside of me
Hold and speak to me
Of love without a sound
Tell me you will live through this
And I will die for you
Cast me not away
Say you'll be with me
For I know I cannot
Bear it all alone
"You're not alone, honey."
"Never... Never."
Can't fight it all away
Can't hope it all away
Can't scream it all away
It just won't fade away, No
Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away
(Can't fight it all away)
(Can't hope it all away)
Can't scream it all away
Ooh, it all away
Ooh, it all away
"But the imprint is always there. Nothing is ever really forgotten."
"God, please don't hate me"
"Because I'll die if you do."
"Because I'll die if you do."
"Because I'll die if you do."
"Because I'll die if you do."
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
I'll leave the lights down low so she knows I mean business And maybe we could talk this over
Cause I could be your best bet
Let alone your worst ex
And let alone your worst...
I wanna hate you so bad
But I can't (but I can't) stop this
anymore than you can
So honestly, how could you say those things
when you know they don't mean anything And you know very well
that I can't keep my hands to myself,
hands to myself
I wanna hate you so bad
But I can't (but I can't) stop this
anymore than you can
This is all wrong and it shows There's certain things I promised not to let you know, (You've got a silly way of keeping me up on the edge of my seat,
You've got a silly way of keeping me up on the...)
not to let you know
I never, never...
You've got this silly way
of keeping me on the edge of my seat
But you're only counting the clock against the train
And I'm miserable, oh
(You've got a silly way of keeping me up on the edge of my seat,
You've got a silly way of keeping me up on the...)
And you're just getting started
I'm miserable, oh
You've got me right where you want me (let's never talk) Let's never talk, let's never,
let's never talk about this again because...
I didn't want it to mean that much to me
I didn't want it to mean that much to me
I didn't want it to mean that much to me
I didn't want it to mean that much to me
//
I stay wrecked and jealous for this
//////
really, jus TBS today.
I roll over and hold on tightly, and whisper "If they want you, they're gonna have to fight me,"