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Old 16-09-2010, 12:36 PM   #33141
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Kahlia, glad you're still alive & kicking sweetheart. Really am. No sign of bus pass, going to phone them once I've been to the oh-so-thrilling (not) jobcentre =/ College is going well thank you =)

Lindsay, I'm okay I think despite a little pain. Had a really awesome night's sleep as I didn't have to be up at 7am!!



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Old 16-09-2010, 01:25 PM   #33142
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A woman from the local cmht just popped in , the first time anyone from there has been in touch since my SW was at my Psych meeting on August the 29th , then he badly hurt his leg , I was talking about suicide and my Lithium was increased by 200mg nd aside from weekly lithium blood tests I've had no support at all. She asked if everything is okay and I said Yes , I didn't want to mention My Self Injury to a complete stranger and it's true that my mood is less suicidal but I still get suicidal thoughts from time to time which I said to her . It was a bit out of the blue , she didn't phone me or write to say she was coming hmmm still at least it shows the cmht care a little I guess


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Old 16-09-2010, 02:24 PM   #33143
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Kahlia, I hope tomorrow is a much better day for you.

Jill, please talk to us. We care.

Helen, i'm glad you're ok and you managed to have a good sleep. Sleep is amazing :)

Mark, I wouldn't know what to think about that!





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Old 16-09-2010, 02:45 PM   #33144
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*tiptoes in and sits in a corner* :-/



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Old 16-09-2010, 02:48 PM   #33145
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*Scoots up beside April* How are you today?



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Old 16-09-2010, 03:01 PM   #33146
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*hugs April* whats up?
*hugs Mark*
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Old 16-09-2010, 03:07 PM   #33147
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*glomps Mark & Oliver*

Thanks for asking, you two... I dunno, I just... miss being here yet at the same time don't feel up to posting much of the time. :( I don't know what's the matter with me. I mean, it's classic bipolarity I guess, I don't know. I'm up one minute singing little stupid ditties then down the next feeling like doing nothing. Ever. :( I feel like I could sleep forever. I'm having trouble dragging myself out of bed in the mornings, and when I do, I'm exhausted even though I've slept probably 8-10 hours.

BUT, today we (my mum and I) are going spinning (wool) again. Woohoo. I was taking some pictures of the roving (what you make the yarn out of), the bobbin with my yarn on it, and then was going to take a picture of the skein of yarn that my mum and I plied together (purple and pink) but then my camera decided to up and die on me. And I have no idea where we have extra batteries. BAD CAMERA, BAD. >:( But that's what another knitting-and-yarn-freak friend of mine calls "yarn porn," lol... may be slightly inappropriate name-wise but I thought it was funny. ;) She asked me to post some photos of the stuff that we've been working on, so I decided that I would get some uploaded. Silly camera. >_< Anyway. So that ought to be fun.

And I really want some more gummy worms or some gummi bears or something... had a small bag of them that I got for $0.99 yesterday that I split with my husband... but I want MORE MORE MORE. Haha. It's been sooo long since I have had gummyish things that I just want to eat them allllll the time. I think I'm in a food crisis. :P Now instead of not eating healthily (i.e., not enough), I want UNHEALTHY food instead of healthy. Like salty stuff. REALLY SALTY STUFF. Like... erm... well, salty stuff. ANYTHING SALTY. I NEED SALT!!! :-X

Okies. I'll shut up now.



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Old 16-09-2010, 03:12 PM   #33148
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*hugs April* I know the feeling with missing the ward, but not up to posting much, I just come in and try to read everything but get so overwhelmed, I'm also sleeping a lot but want more all the time, it sucks.
That sounds fun all that wool spinning stuff, is it like a proper old spinning wheel or is it something modern?
ooo now I want something salty, infact I should probably eat as I havn't and its gone 2 in the afternoon

PS constructing a reply for FB April :)



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Old 16-09-2010, 03:38 PM   #33149
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Oliver, it's with an old-fashioned spinning wheel. ^_^ It's quite enjoyable, and almost a "Zen-like activity," very calming, etc. I'm sorry that you haven't felt much like coming to the ward and posting, but like you, I've been keeping up with it, although I don't feel overwhelmed by it (as long as I take it in relatively small chunks, heh, and don't plan on trying to post replies to everyone). Blah. I am so tired right now... :( want to go lie down and also haven't really eaten... Jarrod's going to be disappointed in me so that is not going to be a happy thing. I've eaten some but nothing you can definitively call a "breakfast" (damn it, I keep typing "supper" when I mean "breakfast," and I've no idea why!!!)... grrr. And lol, I just got so caught up in looking at photos on FB that I totally forgot I'd made myself a hot chocolate... silly me. It's really good too, dark hot chocolate, mmmm. :)

Sorry to anyone if my talking about food bothers you - I can go back and edit posts if it does. :-/ And yey, Oliver, for a FB response - I love discoursing about religion even if I'm not very good at it.



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Old 16-09-2010, 04:48 PM   #33150
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Old 16-09-2010, 04:55 PM   #33151
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Old 16-09-2010, 05:11 PM   #33152
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*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs April*



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Old 16-09-2010, 05:15 PM   #33153
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Cuddles all. Can't do this anymore. =(

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Old 16-09-2010, 06:09 PM   #33154
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*Hugs Jill* Whats going on ?

*Hugs Lindsay*I think you CAN do this if you mean not S.I.ing ODing like you said last night , it's a big step but you CAN do it :)



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Old 16-09-2010, 06:29 PM   #33155
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Jill, what's happening?

Mark, how are you?

I'm so low I just don't know what to do about it.





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Old 16-09-2010, 06:35 PM   #33156
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Hi, I'm sorry for lack of being around and replies. It's partly through lack of computer access and partly the same as April. I just really can't summon the energy or motivation. No offence or anything, I love you guys.

Things are...falling apart. I don't...urgh. I can't say all that's on my mind, I just don't want them to stay this way and I'm scared of everything. I don't know...I just want this to stop. Very soon.

*Hugs Lindsey and others* Sorry there's not a lot I can say right now. I just wanted you to know I'm thinking of you.

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Old 16-09-2010, 07:43 PM   #33157
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I think I am going for a nap I laid down earlier but stayed awake , I just want away from my scars :S and yet want to add more and more .



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Old 16-09-2010, 07:57 PM   #33158
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*cuddles all* Brain won't wrap around all of the responses but I do want to send you all cuddles if you want them!!! I really want to take a nap too but I know that if I do I am just going to be groggier when I wake up than when I lay down... which makes NO SENSE AT ALL. Ugh. :(



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Old 16-09-2010, 08:33 PM   #33159
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Old 16-09-2010, 08:41 PM   #33160
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*Hugs April*

*Hugs Ryuu* Don't listen to the devil Ryuu, please be careful :S

I just lay there all awake heh , so nap aborted.


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