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Old 19-02-2020, 09:39 PM   #41
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What did the nurse hear? I’m glad you’ve got your Mum to fight your corner . How are you feeling tonight?





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Old 19-02-2020, 09:41 PM   #42
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Shattered. Off to bed now.



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Old 20-02-2020, 12:35 PM   #43
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Is it weird that I want to die but not to SH?



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Old 20-02-2020, 03:27 PM   #44
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I don't think that's weird. They aren't the same thing, so the reasoning and urges can be separate too. Is there anyone you can tell?



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Old 20-02-2020, 05:42 PM   #45
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I told L and she said to be clear about it with staff but I don't trust them.



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Old 20-02-2020, 06:01 PM   #46
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Hmmm. Is there anyone there that seems even slightly more trustworthy than the others to try talking to? I think if you explain the differences that might help them understand, but I'm sure it's hard if you don't know them well.



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Old 20-02-2020, 09:28 PM   #47
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how are you today Tamo? *sending love*



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Old 21-02-2020, 12:58 PM   #48
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Thanks for the replies. I found it difficult to sleep last night because of suicide thoughts. The chaplain said that God doesn't want me to kill myself but I don't believe her.



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Old 21-02-2020, 05:06 PM   #49
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Tamo <3 I'm glad you spoke to the Chaplain, although I'm sorry you're feeling so low that you feel you can't trust her words. Have you mentioned to any of the staff how you are finding the sleep?







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Old 21-02-2020, 05:54 PM   #50
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No, I don't really trust them still.



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Old 23-02-2020, 08:46 AM   #51
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I gave my secret scissors to a nurse, I'm starting to regret it.



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Old 23-02-2020, 11:21 AM   #52
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The feeling of wanting to use them will fade faster than the hurt they would have caused to you. Sending hugs xxx



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Old 23-02-2020, 09:27 PM   #53
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Thanks.
How do you know if someone is trustworthy?



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Old 25-02-2020, 08:53 PM   #54
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I tell the truth and just get the impression that they don't believe me.



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Old 27-02-2020, 03:29 AM   #55
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If I'm unsure whether someone is trustworthy or not, I try to think about the humans that I do trust. I think about what they would say about whom I am evaluating, and whether or not they have any personality traits or qualities that match to the people I do trust. For example, if someone I really trust says that someone else is trustworthy, that makes me more likely to trust them. I also try to think of anything that is a potential trigger or red flag to me, and see if the person has done any of those things. If they have done triggering or red flag things, I either bring them up with someone I trust, or sometimes even talk to the person directly to ask for an explanation.



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Old 28-02-2020, 03:07 PM   #56
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Thanks for the advice. I spoke to a nurse and he was very nice.



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Old 29-02-2020, 08:35 PM   #57
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Glad that he was nice tamobhuuta. How are you doing now?



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Old 01-03-2020, 05:25 PM   #58
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Ok. A bit teary. I wish someone would help me die. I don't understand why they are stopping me. God should smite me.



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Old 01-03-2020, 07:44 PM   #59
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I'm not religious, so forgive me if this is wrong to say. But based on what you've said, if God wanted you to be dead, surely you'd be dead already? So is it possible there is some other reason you are meant to still be alive?



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Old 01-03-2020, 08:40 PM   #60
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I'm not ignoring your post, just can't get my head around it.

I tried to escape the ward this evening but tripped and fell flat out. I am such a loser.


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