I need help!

[infinitely]

My life is getting all bad now.
I have just stopped caring.
I cut my self more and more often, and I have sometimes almost taken suicide.
When I'm out walking and a car gets closer I try to hurry out in the way so it will just run over me, but it never works...
My life is just all miserable.
Every day when I get up I put on a gameface, and my friends who knows about my SI just ignores it...

I don't know what to do anymore. I just don't care about my life, and that scared me!
What should I do?

[idontwantnomorescars]

im sure friends arent ignoring it sweetie they just dont know what they can do to help and the fact you are covering up how you are actually feeling might lead them to believe that you are fine when you're not. so speak to your friends hun who know about it and i'm sure they will be supportive.
you wont feel this way forever, i used to feel like this and its taken about 5 years to get to the point where i am now but its well worth the time to get better

[broken and defeated]

huggs

whats been happening in your life to make u stop caring and think of suicide???

if u want to talk PM me anytime

huggs
Amy

[infinitely]

Why I stop caring?
Well... Everything just went wrong.
My parents juge me and I always gets to hear that my sisters is better then me. I get to hear that I'm fat.
And I know my friends ignores it, couse' I have talked to them. But they just ignores it, they stop calling me, almost never say anything to me.
When I'm alone with them I tell them I'm still not OK, and if they don't get it now, what should I say?

I just wish that my life would go back to what it used to be... But I know that it won't, so that's why I stop caring...

[broken and defeated]

hun i know what its like when u here that your sisters better then u and u get to hear you fat its not fair how parents favour one child more than the other.
im sorry your friends are ignoring u but its hard for them as well as u . i would just keep talking to them tell them its ok if they dont understand and u need them to be there.
i hope every thing gets better
huge huggs

[Hope_Forever]

I'm so sorry you're feeling like this, if you need to talk let me know

[infinitely]

Thanks guys.
I'll try talk to them, and I know It isn't easy for then neater.