Hello,
Thanks for posting support. For your questions, can he do this to other people. Yes. He's done it to two already. They are already his slaves and help him "dealing" with me. I seem to have more resources of support than they did which saddens me. I understand they resisted a few weeks. I am on week 42 of resisting him (the main leader who calls himself simply E).
Why me, money and another slave. I guess because I am on disability it makes me a target.
How do I know it's not mental Illness? Simply because I caught them on a tape recorder talking. 18 such recordings. I have one posted here:
https://soundcloud.com/stanley-thorn...ntors-chatting In the recording you can hear me and the other 3 talking back. You have to really turn up the volume, but you can hear them talking. So that's my hard core proof it's not all in my head as my mom tried to get me to believe.
For the peace, E realized with me still in the hospital it's not right to attack me. I mean how would he feel if it was him. But that seems to have rolled off his back as I have already been promised "punishment" later. And now punishment for even sharing this. Oh well. Going to get punished anyway. Might as well be for something I actually did.
Once I recover, things should actually be better. I will have even more resources than I do in the hospital. In the hospital I have a therapist, my cell phone and a laptop to give me contact with friends online and this board here. At home I can get distracted by TV, working on my main computer (I have a site of my own I can't really run from in the hospital), take care of my two cats and so on. So I think I will be able to resist more at home. Plus unlike before, I know the situation much better than I did when I first began overdosing. So I think I will be ok once I am home.
And no worries on the questions. I am happy to answer them if possible. I am still trying to figure out all the answers myself lol. Thanks for taking the time to post and for the support.
-Not Important / Stanley