Um thing is ... i usually binge at night between 8-11 o-clock. And cos i cant purge because everyone is in, i use laxatives because no-one knows then.
But i wanna chill out on using them..because its just gonna get so bad. So, i need to stop binging.. then i can stop the laxatives. I know laxatives dont even stop alot of calories being absorbed but they make me feel better so yeh.
I cant stop binging at night tho, even when i eat "properly" through the day. I really try but i cant control them. Its too late to go for random walks too... family will be abit weird with it.. so i dunno what to do. I really try though, cos it makes me feel like crap i do it.