I phoned Cruse today and they still can't see me for another 2 months, because they count the 6 months from your first appointment rather than when the bereavement happened. I'm a bit pissed off, my partner is looking into some other counselling services but everyone I've spoken to says Cruse is the best when they eventually see you.
GP went ok. He said it was okay to take my meds at night, because I've been falling asleep after taking them in the holidays. It happened every day while I was at my dads, and yesterday too so I needed to get them sorted for going back to work on Monday.
I am looking forward to going back to work, but I'm a bit nervous. I'm scared that the 2 weeks off I've had will mean that I'll go back to being lethargic and unenthusiastic.
I was supposed to see my support worker tomorrow, but she's cancelled my appointment AGAIN. This is the 3rd time in a week - I know I've met my main goal of getting into work but her job doesn't stop there. She's supposed to support me in work for 6 months, but I haven't seen her at all for nearly a month. I want to get cracking with the action plan because it's important that if I'm going to start my training in September, that I apply asap. I need her help to do so, which I have reiterated to her but she doesn't seem to think its a priority.
That's a good idea about a rewards system. I do it with the kids at work, so it would make sense to implement it in my life too. I like making sticker charts, I'll make one for myself. I also like the idea of setting an alarm, I've made a list of everything I'll need to do of an evening when I go back to work so I'm hoping that helps a little bit.
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