support for rachel (apple/yellow/peasoup/liveforthemoment)
Rachel is going through some major change of circumstances right now, its really tough and sad and she is hurting. Please leave her some words of love, support it encouragement so when she feels ready to share here, there is a wealth of affection for her.
Rach, I'm so sorry things have turned out this way, I love you forever and I'm always here if you need to talk or rant or yell xxx
Mand, South Wales, Full-time working, single mother to 2 scarily independent girls.
I AM A PROUD PLUMERIA SISTER
And thanks for everyone's replies. Kelly left me after 7 years. I think you know that her mother kicked me out 8 months ago. I have been doing ok until a week ago. She said she couldn't keep driving a hour every weekend to see me. And now she doesn't even call anymore. Today is Saturday and she and Kaleb are normally here. But no more.
She took Kaleb from me. I miss Noa. I miss her.
My sister is selling her house and moving back here and I am going to babysit Mady, my 5 month old niece. The waiting is the hard part.
I have no transportation and live in a small town that doesn't have any public transportation. I'm extremely isolated. I have Riley, my cat.
Also, I talked to Keith for the first time in 2 and a half years. He finally forgave me. I saw him at my brother's graduation. My brother is starting law school this fall. Keith talked to me and gave me the greatest, tightest hug.
His birthday was July 1st and I talked to him again and it was wonderful.
There are good things happening. But also REALLY sad things.
I'm just all over the place right now. I'm completely alone and it scares me a bit.
I found out today that she has been talking to her ex husband behind my back. All the while coming to my home and telling me she loves me. BULLSHIT!
He is now moving back in with her so she and I can no longer even talk. She was my best friend. I lost my wife and best friend all in one. I'm in shock. I feel like an idiot.
She keeps saying she's sorry. BS! IF she was sorry, she wouldn't have done this. She is only having him move in to pay her bills and raise their son just like I did. She is the most selfish person I have EVER known.
I am so freakin alone and I'm scared, I try to find moments of happiness and I do from time to time. I'm having horrible insomnia and that makes it so much worse. I just wish I could sleep through all of this.
I'm seriously falling apart after finding out what her real motive was.