I know I dont post much here anymore so people probably have no idea where my life is up to. I am overwhelmed and like I'm falling off a knife edge of coping.
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell. Oscar Wilde
Its hard to dance with the devil on your back. Sydney Carter
I'm sorry things are so difficult at the moment. Would it help to talk more about what's going on?
*sits with you*
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
yhanks for all the repplies <3 I',m just... physically and mentally falling apart. sprry if my typing is pooor eyesight one of things affected.
It feels ;ike no one hears me screaming/ even the overdose the other week was just 'behavioural] they say there' s no psyhc beds in the entire country when what they rea;;;y mean is theres no Wheelchair beds/
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'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell. Oscar Wilde
Its hard to dance with the devil on your back. Sydney Carter
Oh no. It isn't okay to not say there are beds just because they could not be bothered to accommodate your needs. You deserve proper care too. Are there any type of advocacy or rights organization you could contact to help fight for you?
Are you okay at home?
You deserve to get treatment and kindness just as much as anyone else.
Can we do anything to make our posts easier for you to read? Would a larger font or different color or type of spacing help?
Please do not give me virtual hugs unless you are only using the hug function on threads. Thanks.
You can't always keep it separate.
This is happening, this is part of you.
I was randomly thinking about you before you posted this, wondering how you were doing. I'm sorry things aren't good. =(
Is there anyone at all you can contact today to help keep you safe if you can't do it yourself?
Also you can probably edit your font size settings on your phone and laptop to a bigger size, although I appreciate that finding the settings might be hard to find if you're struggling to see...
Proud of you. Were your local disability services helpful?
Agree with nonperson, is there anyone you can tell about not being able to keep yourself safe, other than us? It was really brave to tell us, and we do care and want to help. But this might be a thing where someone in real life might be a good idea.
Let me know if this font size is okay or if you need bigger or smaller. For reference I used size 5.
Please do not give me virtual hugs unless you are only using the hug function on threads. Thanks.
You can't always keep it separate.
This is happening, this is part of you.
I near;y got 136ed but got out of it with the emntal health team. I didnt want to bullshit but I was wrried about my dog home alone as I hadn't dog proofed. I actuallly bouught the stuff to act on my thoughts todAY. The only thing that stopped me was I had a seizure-awkwared/.
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell. Oscar Wilde
Its hard to dance with the devil on your back. Sydney Carter
How was the rest of the day? Could you try and get some one to take it back? When you have something just in case it just makes you feel angry and upset or whatever, but I think as we all owl, get far away as was as the same. Hold on to your things to make such extra but do try to treat yourself. Please help people help you.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
I kee[ ducking out. I get to hospital nad I get so scared I end u[ saying whatevers needed to go home/ truble ia this is going to get me in trouble with the plice cos rthey;ll thikn just taking the piss. wjen actuallly just mentLLLT ILLL
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell. Oscar Wilde
Its hard to dance with the devil on your back. Sydney Carter