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I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder, and basically told there's no hope for me, I won't get better, I just have to learn to live with it etc. anyway long story short, things reached crisis point and I tried to take my life, sadly i got found too soon and endEd up in hospital.
In Hosp I had to come off all my meds cold turkey. Last week I had to go see the head psyc in the Hosp to see wat to put me on. (I was on venlafaxine 300mg, betablockers 80mg and queitiapine 50mg). The psych actually gave me some 'positive' news.... He says yes I prob am borderline and display most of the symptoms, but he also thinks that I have bipolar type II, which he thinks is v treatable.
Sooo, finally gettin to point of my post, he started me on queitiapine with the aim to gEt my dosage up to 300mg, I'm currently now on 150mg. So I take 100mg at night with the idea that itl knock me out, but it doesn't!
so i have crap sleep, then am tired in morn and crying for no reason depressed etc, and then I have to take my 50mg dose, which completely knocks me for six. As in slurring my words, drowsy, groggy, walking into things etc. so question is, what time do u think is 1. Best to take the queitiapine dose at night and 2. What time in morn, knowin it will knock u out??
Psychs reli want me to persevere (iv only been on it a week)