The walls are solid there's no way out
Seperated from all you care about
Isolated, alone shivering scared
If I'd known it was coming I would have prepared.
Dignity is no longer a thing
You just wonder what the next visit will bring
You cry and you shout and pull out your hair
But there's nobody around, nobody who cares.
Finally you are let out of your cell
Which you were put in purely for being unwell
They give you conditions no asking for help
If you struggle then just blame yourself.
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell. Oscar Wilde
Its hard to dance with the devil on your back. Sydney Carter
Just so nobody worries am describing past SH and excuse, I'm okay.
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Tell everyone trapped my arm in a blender
Truth doesn't matter, wasn't a life ender
Hold a tea towel for pressure, hide the bleeding
Dead emotions they wake up screaming
Peel back the towel, see the blood congealing
Body's quicker than the mind for healing
Until the day you sail too close to the edge
Cut too deep, walk too close to the ledge
It's hard to see when the line was drawn
Was it life experience or just being born?
Either way seem's now it's the end
Death I say, how are you my friend?
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell. Oscar Wilde
Its hard to dance with the devil on your back. Sydney Carter
Tell the truth you say
But I can see in your eyes
What you really want is for me to tell lies
Protect the family from the hurt he caused
It is no one's responsibility except yours
Zip your lip keep it together
Hide your fear no matter the weather
I love my family but it has to come out
See if they still come first no matter how loud I shout
I'm here I matter and he did the crime
So why is the guilt not on him, it has to be mine
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell. Oscar Wilde
Its hard to dance with the devil on your back. Sydney Carter