I feel really down...
I've been staying at a friend's place for the week and I've been sick so i haven't been to school... Tomorrow I have to go to school and it's really depressing me... I'm super tired but me and my friend are making food and I feel really sick. Usually things are awesome with my friend but this week they've so and so.. Also, today it's been 7 years that my parents have been separated and I keep getting flashbacks about some of the things related to that. I want to cut but I can't cut at my friends place. She knows I self-harm though.. Tomorrow when she drops me off at school, I'm going to stop at home and I'm going to cut tons though because I haven't done it in a few days and I really need it. I didn't even do my school and I have a math exam tomorrow which I'm probably going to fail but I really need to pass. Because Im staying I'm at friends place tonight, we're going to go to bed really late and I need to be at by 6 tomorrow morning which means almost no sleep and I have a really busy day tomorrow. I feel really sick but I can't miss school tomorrow because of my stupid exam and also my dad is going to give shit if I miss school because I'm staying with a person that actually cares about me. Anyway.. I can keep rambling about this for hours so I'll leave it at that..