I know I'm never going to be over Jamie. I'm always going to love him. I just can't believe he's really gone. I mean, he's got Sammi and the baby...in England. 170miles away...
He was such a big part of my life.
****, get a grip XD
I'm in a steady relationship, with Stephen who I want to spend the rest of my life with, but, I can't stop thinking about Jamie.
It's not like we talk.
Like, I'll sit and wonder if he's thinking about me, then realise he never will think of me ever again. ****, I don't even exist in his world anymore.
It's been...nearly 6 years since we split for good.
But only 2years since he's been out of my life.
And there feels like a huge void.
God, help me >.<