I'm sorry that I haven't visited your grave yet but I will. I miss you both so much! You were my parents, you brought me up and care for me.
Sitting here now I still feel there is a huge chunk missing from within me, when you both died you left a hole that I will never be able to fill.
Please don't think I've forgotten about you. I think about you every single day, I miss you so much I can't quite catch my breath sometimes.
I know you are both out of pain but I really wish you were still here. I was a much stronger person when you were with me. I hope that one day I can make you both proud.
I've known you 10 weeks but in those 10 weeks me you and your mum have become closer than ever. Now you've grown wings and flown away and it hurts. It hurts knowing you wont ever feel a raindrop or never see a rainbow or a shooting star at night. It hurts how much your mum is hurting even though she is so brave.
My darling girl. I miss you so much, every single day. I'd give anything to have you back, Ki. I understand why you felt you had to go, but I wish I'd had the chance to change your mind. I wish I'd had the chance to say goodbye. We shouldn't have had to say goodbye. Your funeral made me want to scream. There is no god worth worshipping who would put us through this hell. I love you I love you I love you.
Be safe sweetheart. Wherever you are.
Ask me mistakes I have made
Ask me whether what I have done is my life
Others have come, in their slow way -
And some have come to help, or to hurt -
Ask me what difference
Their strongest love or hate has made.
Almost a year later and the parties still aren't the same without you. I miss you dude, who would have known that time I was down would be the last time I would see you?
Every time I go on the train to Honiton, I always look out for the field we took the dog to. I don't even know why, it's so weird.
Anyway, I'll have a little drink or something for you this weekend, bit early but who cares.
Thinking about you all the time dude, I miss you
come back please!!!!!
I need you and i cant take much more!
Please i'll do anything if you come back even for 5 more mins, i need to hear your voice and one last hug.
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
I'm so sorry I couldn't save you. I failed as a big sister in protecting you from the awful world. I should have stepped in, asked if you were okay...I'm really sorry. I miss you. We all do. I love you so much and I'm so so sorry that I didn't show it very well, despite what everyone else said. I'm really sorry I have't seen your grave site since the day you were laid to rest...but I hear it looks beautiful. I love you little brother! So much!
"Whether you think you can or can't, you're right" - Henry Ford
Kevin- Thinking of you. I'm sorry that you couldn't hang on any longer. I'm sorry you weren't able to talk and ask for the help you deserve. I'm sorry this life hurt you so much.
Just wanted you to know, You were special and you are missed.
I hope you are resting in peace.
God knows you deserve to be at peace. x
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
Thank you for being the most caring person I have ever seen in my entire life.
No matter how tiring this life gets, I will try to move forward.
I will make you proud, I promise. You will never ever ever ever ever be forgotten, and you are loved.
Please be happy up there, and send me signs that you are watching over me.
I'm sorry I couldn't stop the man who was going to be your father before it was too late. I know you were only 3 or 4 months growing inside of me but you deserved more than to be killed without a fight. You'd be 2 now, I imagine you with long blond hair like me. But, you lucked out in a way, and I'm glad you're somewhere better that's not the chaos of my life. I think about you often and love you in a way I don't understand.
If u want the Rainbow,u gotta put up with the Rain
Join Date: Mar 2005
I am currently:
Im trying but Im really really struggling. Please cant you just come back now. Ive tried to hold down the fort. Tried to keep everything afloat. But I just cant manage it without you anymore. I need you. More than ever. Why wont you come to me. Why wont you help me. I need you. You said youd always be there. And nows when I need you. Please Dad. Please. Ill do anything. Anything. Just come back. Ive had enough of this now. I cant do it for even one more day without you. I just want you back.
'Where did I go wrong
My life's a bargain basement, all the good shits gone
I can't believe it's been a whole year. It's flown by. I miss you. I'm thinking of you today ♥ I hope you're at peace now; wherever you are.
I tried calling your family but they weren't there...I'm guessing they might have been at your grave...gah! Why am I even telling you all this? I don't know. I just want you to know no one's forgotten you. That no one ever will. I wish you'd have called...reached out...asked for help. I wish you were still here. I've got to stop wishing at some point though; I know it's pointless. I just hope you're finally happy.
I love you ♥