Not coping now i dont know what to do for the best! - hearing voices and self harming inclduded

[Emmie21]

Hi new here. Not sure what to say.

I hear voices and recently been to A+E twice as cut my self with a razor. 2nd time the home treatment team rang for ambulance because i rang them in the night telling them i have cut my self.

My family are so supportive and i promised them that if i ever feel like cutting i must let them know. Up until now ive given them any razors i have had but unfortuntely i went to mums and now dads and found more razors and have cut my arm without telling anybody. After ive been to dads after this weekend im scared i'll go back wards and use the razors ive found and end up in hospital again! I know i should tell someone but i feel that the voices are winning. :(

[lilmissjay]

First of, welcome to the site! I'm happy to hear that you have a supportive family. I can understand why you aren't telling anyone, but I think you should try to talk to your family about you finding the razors and cutting again. I really hope things start to get better for you soon. Take care and stay safe :)

[bleeding black]

Welcome to RYL.
I really hope you can talk to your family. And I'm so happy that they are supportive of you. Please try not to use the razors, you don't deserve to be hurting. Do you see any professionals?
Stay safe and take care
Ash

[PassedExpectations]

welcome to ryl :)

i know it is tough, but it might be best to be honest and tell your parents that you've cut yourself again. they will probably be disappointed or scared, but it sounds like they'll try to help you as best they can. maybe for a while they could keep a closer watch on the sharps...

also, it might help to make a list of warning signs, and a checklist of things to do when you or your family notice them. the steps can start out with things to do on your own, but probably should build up to seeking help from someone else when you need it.