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Old 13-04-2012, 03:19 PM   #50681
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*hugs all in here*

This day is getting worse and the weekend is going to be no better :(



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Old 14-04-2012, 10:09 AM   #50682
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*Hugs Lindsay* I hope you feel better today :)

*Hugs Kelly* I hope your kids aren't too much of a handful this weekend.

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Old 14-04-2012, 09:36 PM   #50683
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*here* feeling all shaky and doubty feeling all bad. took a bike ride to the store bought some food. had almost a nervous blackout cause i felt the road shake and kinda came out of focus. then i felt that i was moving like this is it. get home feel like shit still shaking. cant even think about sleep cause there is something telling me it will all be bad somehow. cant stay awake. feel like i should wanna go in the closet and hide for some time til it goes away.
*puts sleep depravation and lemon cookies on table* *sits in corner staring blankly at the wall*





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Old 15-04-2012, 11:06 AM   #50684
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Monk, I hope you are feeling better now *Hugs*

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Old 15-04-2012, 01:02 PM   #50685
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hi guys i havent been here long but like need people to talk to as i had relapsed lastnight after being si free for over 2 years...I was out with some friends yesterday and it was easy to forget about what happend earlier in the day it was like easy to forget the arguement i had with my partner as she's really controlling such as telling me my outfits are to short or i'm makin it easy for guys to like look at me an do stuff which is kinda hurtful but like when i got home from work she started another arguement with me over accidently having one of my cuts on show an she went all argumentative on me saying that i dont think of what it does to her but she doesnt realise that it is my way of release...it's like i said i havent si'd in over 2 years an i have one relapse ans she goes all crazy an starts yelling at me...sorry i had to get it out but all help an suggestions are very much apprieciated xx

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Old 15-04-2012, 04:02 PM   #50686
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Old 15-04-2012, 10:23 PM   #50687
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I am going to just sit here and... do nothing. Cause this whole weekend has been hell. Maybe the quiet room will be a better place for me lol



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Dr. Sonia Wick: Do you know what that means, ambivalence?
Susanna Kaysen: I don't care.
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Old 16-04-2012, 10:38 AM   #50688
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*Hugs Mandie if okay?* I'm sorry you lapsed but once in 2 years is amazing ! You could focus on the 2 years? It's a lapse not a RElapse . I'm Mark Btw :)

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Old 16-04-2012, 10:41 AM   #50689
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Old 16-04-2012, 04:38 PM   #50690
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*hugs Mark and Laura*

Doing a lil bit better I guess



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Dr. Sonia Wick: Do you know what that means, ambivalence?
Susanna Kaysen: I don't care.
Dr. Sonia Wick: If it's your favorite word, I would've thought you would...
Susanna Kaysen: It *means* I don't care. That's what it means.

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Old 17-04-2012, 10:32 AM   #50691
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Old 17-04-2012, 10:35 AM   #50692
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Old 17-04-2012, 03:07 PM   #50693
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Hi everyone, hope you are all doing well ...





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Old 17-04-2012, 07:18 PM   #50694
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Old 17-04-2012, 08:34 PM   #50695
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I'm losing it. I can't keep going. I'm tired of recovery, this is so f*cking painful right now I need to feel it physically. I want to scream until they are all deaf.

Update: I'm feeling better today, but I'm not sure for how long.


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Old 18-04-2012, 11:25 AM   #50696
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*Waves too Aamanee and Nomophobia* Hi Welcome to the VPW , I'm Mark :)

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Old 18-04-2012, 12:26 PM   #50697
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*hugs Mark* how are you today?

I feel the bad stuff coming to the surface again and don't know what to do.
All I know is that I don't want to be here at home when things are hitting me.



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Old 19-04-2012, 09:48 AM   #50698
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*Hugs Laura* I'm groggy , Just up , I hope you feel better today , How are you?



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Old 19-04-2012, 01:12 PM   #50699
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hey all... i think i finally made it out of my the funk I've been in for the last few weeks. I'm not 100% sure of that and I'm totally not holding my breath, but I'm feeling a lot less down today and more energized which is normally a really good sign for me. I also haven't cut in about 4 days now.

I haven't really been out of the house in a while though (thus the reason you haven't seen me around). I feel kinda like a shut in when hubby's working because I have less ways of escaping the house without the kids in toe. But at least it gives me an excuse to really get the house in order.

Hope you all are doing well :)



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Old 20-04-2012, 10:44 AM   #50700
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Thats great news Kelly :) *Hugs*

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