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Old 13-04-2012, 05:08 PM   #21621
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The God's honest truth in all of this is; I do not plan on being here to see the end of July. I do not want to be and I'm terrified what being here is going to do to me. I'm scared to live but damn I'm even more scared of myself right now. I have no one.

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Old 13-04-2012, 06:46 PM   #21622
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It won't bloody stop.





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Old 13-04-2012, 07:22 PM   #21623
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I just want to talk about this with someone that actually understands. I may have gained weight, I may not be the lowest bmi but all the same thoughts are still there. I got to my highest weight before uni through binging and purging and now I've been working my ass off getting it all back off again. The behaviours are 'escalating' apparently but i'm not the right weight. I'm not good enough. No one takes you seriously when you look like this.






Now I see fire inside the mountain,
I see fire burning the trees,
& I see fire hollowing souls,
I see fire, blood in the breeze,
& I hope that you remember me.


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Old 13-04-2012, 07:58 PM   #21624
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STOP SCREAMING AT US! STOP SHOUTING AND WHINING! JUST STOP SCREAMING AND GO TO BED, YOU'RE MAKING ME WANT TO KILL MYSELF!
Please just shut up and go to sleep. I honestly cannot handle you screaming anymore.






Now I see fire inside the mountain,
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& I see fire hollowing souls,
I see fire, blood in the breeze,
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Old 13-04-2012, 10:36 PM   #21625
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i wish i loved you back...





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Old 13-04-2012, 10:41 PM   #21626
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I'm sorry.





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Old 13-04-2012, 10:56 PM   #21627
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I think it's the fact that you don't think you've done anything wrong that upsets me the most.



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Old 14-04-2012, 12:58 AM   #21628
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I'm not in a relationship because I don't want one. I don't persue one and I have no use for one. Just because it is different from what you want or what society deems the norm does not make it wrong.

I hurt. In so many ways. I need looking after a bit.



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Old 14-04-2012, 02:15 AM   #21629
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Old 14-04-2012, 06:12 AM   #21630
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I think all I learned there was that I'm not sick enough to be sick.
And no matter what kind of support I might get, I'm never going to be better enough to be better.
Conundrum.






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Old 14-04-2012, 10:02 AM   #21631
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I dreamt of you again. Lulz, I'm pathetic.





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Old 14-04-2012, 04:03 PM   #21632
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I wish you could see how much I hurt too, how much my heart was broken. It wasn't just you - I wish you could see that. It's so hard to see how far you've come and how you have moved on and I'm still here. Still where I was, still broken, still hurting and still wanting your love and acceptance. You remind me of all the things I hate about myself, I am so so ashamed of what I did and what you think I did. All I can do is keep my distance, it's best for the both of us. Just, please, know I'm sorry and I never meant to hurt you.

It hurts to see you with her too. She was mine and now she has chosen you and it hurts. It is the least I deserve I guess, but that doesn't stop it hurting. I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry.





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Old 14-04-2012, 08:42 PM   #21633
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Old 14-04-2012, 09:01 PM   #21634
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I'm thinking of ending it with you, because I never stopped loving her.




You tell me to live.



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Old 14-04-2012, 09:02 PM   #21635
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Please don't leave me here all alone. I can't deal with that rejection to. I need you. Please come over.





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Old 15-04-2012, 03:00 AM   #21636
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I love how tonight you've insulted me and amused me by insulting others.





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Old 15-04-2012, 03:46 AM   #21637
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K, I think you deserve so much more than her. And D, I need you to know the pain I go through. I need you to know I was raped, beat, and I'm a SHer. And to all my friends and family that I know wouldn't accept this.. I've been bisexual my whole life, and to know you would hate me for it makes it all the harder not to hate myself...



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Old 15-04-2012, 05:26 AM   #21638
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i love you so much.


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Old 15-04-2012, 12:21 PM   #21639
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Bleh.

I have decided that no matter what I do there will never be anything to fill this hole. I've tried, god knows how many times I've tried. To numb the oblivion, drain myself, forget it all. And it doesn't work. I came here for help and a distraction, but no matter what I do I'm alone amongst company. I hate myself and make others hate me. I won't ever be good enough for you 'cause the fact is there is nothing worth while in me. Nothing I can connect with, nothing you can connect with. I've given up on giving up. You deserve better than this. I can't explain how much this... thing... is eating me up.

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Old 15-04-2012, 01:24 PM   #21640
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I'm done pretending we're best friends. I'm done pretending we're brothers. Because that's all we're doing now. Pretending. I ask if you want to hang out, you don't reply. I come online, you immediately go offline. I wasn't even invited to your 21st. You've been avoiding me for too long, and I'm not going to take that bullshit for one more minute. I don't know why you're avoiding me. I don't care. I'm past caring.

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