Ohh Nuts , I'm having a depressed day , just up , No Motivation , Feel low .
Irritated that I can't start my detox right away , I have to wait until the 5th to have liver function bloods done , then await the results , then I hope I can start...
Sorry For the negativity , *Hugs and Cookies all round*
Last edited by Doikers : 30-03-2012 at 11:25 AM.
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I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
evening everyone, i updated on whats been happening since i have been in hospital since my last post, so if you want to know what happened its there, but i thought id just say hello in here and sending my love to all. im going to rest now, night.
kinda finished the kitchen painting, just need tp do a 2nd coat gloss on the window thingy and the ceiling (woo lol)
painting the hall (because its the same colour as the new kitchen lol) but bugger...run out of paint lol
decided because i will have spare kitchen paint that i wil paint the rat room afterwards lol
so the house is a tip and my care coordinator is coming round tomorrow and i know shell understand but u know you just feel a bit like it should be tidier.
oh did i tell you guys, i've applied for a voluntary job. when out being forced to play skittles i thought i would nosey at the local gym to see f they were still open and saw they are looking for volunteers to run the desk, each slot is like 9-12 4-6 and some other evening slot so ive put down to do a morning sometime (hopefully). Its such a small local gym that they have been struggling for years to stay open so might be nice :)
I hope I can join in. I have been diagnosed since 2003 apparently but just started therapy - it's so hard. I never identified with the fear of abandonment criteria of BPD till my T went on holiday.
I miss him so badly it hurts. Is that crazy?
How do you guys cope with feeling attached in therapy?
I am really strugglng with it as I want to feel independent.
Ferret - Sounds like you have been very busy! I definitely get what you mean about care co-ordinator. That's fab with the volunteer work <3
Hey Lego - Welcome to the thread :) It's not crazy to be missing your therapist, it is a recognised symptom of BPD so please don't feel bad about it. However, I definitely think it is something you need to raise with your therapist upon his return.