I have no tools or anything, I threw them out, I just feel really weak and vulnerable and need to cry right now, my biggest regret, that I know I'll regret for the rest of my life, is on my mind. Is anyone here, I just need to know I'm not alone right now x
I'm Beth, I'm 17. I like aero chocolate bars and cups of tea. I use too much eyeliner and too much hairspray, and I can be a little crazy at times! My friends mean the world to me, and I'd do anything to make them happy. I love getting PM's, it makes me smile! :)
You're not alone. Crying is ok, it's good to let it all out.
Try and do something nice for yourself, talk to someone, listen to [happy] music, let yourself cry for a while, it's ok to feel like that. And you will be able to move on in time.
x
I'm free to be whatever I, whatever I like, if it's wrong or right, it's alright' - Whatever
'It's not how hard you hit, it's how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward' - Rocky
mm, im just listening to sad songs, and reading through the texts :/
I'm Beth, I'm 17. I like aero chocolate bars and cups of tea. I use too much eyeliner and too much hairspray, and I can be a little crazy at times! My friends mean the world to me, and I'd do anything to make them happy. I love getting PM's, it makes me smile! :)
Hey, yeah I have, thank you for all replying, I'm okay, better thanks :)
I'm Beth, I'm 17. I like aero chocolate bars and cups of tea. I use too much eyeliner and too much hairspray, and I can be a little crazy at times! My friends mean the world to me, and I'd do anything to make them happy. I love getting PM's, it makes me smile! :)
and now im not. Music makes me think of it. Looking through my pictures, my happy pictures make me think of it. Watching films make me think of it. I can't get away from this one stupid fucking regret
Last edited by Silent Screams : 30-07-2010 at 01:38 AM.
I'm Beth, I'm 17. I like aero chocolate bars and cups of tea. I use too much eyeliner and too much hairspray, and I can be a little crazy at times! My friends mean the world to me, and I'd do anything to make them happy. I love getting PM's, it makes me smile! :)
please? I need to sort my FUCKING HEAD OUT. I don't know whats going on. Things are coming back, and I can't get away from that one bad decision. I can't even work out if it was wrong in the first place
I'm Beth, I'm 17. I like aero chocolate bars and cups of tea. I use too much eyeliner and too much hairspray, and I can be a little crazy at times! My friends mean the world to me, and I'd do anything to make them happy. I love getting PM's, it makes me smile! :)
and now im sat here in tears. I've tried 5 people on msn. I've tried facebook, and no one on here is replying. I just need to know things are gonna be ok.
I think im gonna sleep now
I'm Beth, I'm 17. I like aero chocolate bars and cups of tea. I use too much eyeliner and too much hairspray, and I can be a little crazy at times! My friends mean the world to me, and I'd do anything to make them happy. I love getting PM's, it makes me smile! :)
I'm so sorry it's so much later.
Did you manage to sleep?
Bad decisions can't be changed. But you can use them into making a better future?
Hope you're feeling safer now.
Yeah, I watched a film to take my mind off it and it made it worse. It'll be ok, I just need to accept it, and it's hard. I'm sorry x
I'm Beth, I'm 17. I like aero chocolate bars and cups of tea. I use too much eyeliner and too much hairspray, and I can be a little crazy at times! My friends mean the world to me, and I'd do anything to make them happy. I love getting PM's, it makes me smile! :)
Don't apologise.
You're entitled support - and it's understandable that you'll have situations that are to accept.
Everyone's here if you need to talk (:
Honey, I wish all problems in the universe could be solved with a cup of tea and a hug but even those two things are hard to come by when you need them the very most. I really, really wish I could be there and help but just please remember that you are not alone. PM me at any time if you need to. In the words of one of the world's most beloved sea creatures- just keep swimmin', just keep swimmin'... (even if it's a barely bobbing doggy paddle; just keep your head above the surface. we love you<3)
"...some failure in life is inevitable.
It is impossible to live without failing at something unless you live so cautiously,
that you might as well not have lived at all.
In which case, you fail by default." - J.K Rowling
I'm Beth, I'm 17. I like aero chocolate bars and cups of tea. I use too much eyeliner and too much hairspray, and I can be a little crazy at times! My friends mean the world to me, and I'd do anything to make them happy. I love getting PM's, it makes me smile! :)
