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Old 08-03-2020, 12:28 PM   #2200
one_step_closer
The Shadow of the Day
 
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Join Date: Oct 2004
Location: Scotland

I'm sticking to my housework routine anyway, and I still have to collect my meds daily.

I'm finding I can't really do journeys well because of the other world stuff and my balance and my difficulties with crossing roads and fear of bumping into people. I just don't know what to do. I really need to see my CPN but she won't have answers either.

There is CCTV specifically watching me. There are beeps and all sorts of scary noises and cracks where the smoke from the other world is coming through.

The cats are even feeling too much for me.

I actually do think if I had been kept in hospital to work through things more slowly I'd be doing better than now.

Nothing really helps to ground me because my head is full and unbalanced and I feel lightheaded.

I've had to many just on time to 'save' mes, I want out.





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.


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