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Old 28-12-2019, 04:22 PM   #18
CaptainB2
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Join Date: Jun 2007
Location: DC area
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I feel just as bad today. I messaged her. But as of this writing I’ve yet to hear anything back from her. Today is a day like any other where I’ll go to work, do what I need to do and pretend to be happy for a while. Tonight will be just like any other night I’ll go to bed hoping I never wake up.

Maybe she’ll get back to me, maybe she won’t. Maybe she’ll make me feel better again, maybe she won’t. Either way, how many times can I repeat this pattern? And is constantly seeking help from the source of my pain really a good idea? I can’t keep lying to her either. Eventually she’s going to want to know exactly why am so upset and I’m gonna have to tell her......




Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, liviní with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken




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