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Old 15-12-2019, 05:11 PM   #8
CaptainB2
Unsure
 
Join Date: Jun 2007
Location: DC area
I am currently:

Two months later and she’s as happy as she’s ever been in a relationship that will likely last forever. Meanwhile, I’ve been to the bottom of more vodka bottles then I care to count.
(Mods: please note the following paragraph is NOT a suicide note but rather expressing a suicidal feeling)
I’m strongly considering taking my life on New Year’s Eve. I don’t want to see 2020. I want 2019 to be my last year on this Earth. Yeah, I said I gave up 2 months ago but now I’ve REALLY given up. I’m ready to leave this painful mortal world. I’m ready to join the supernatural/paranormal world! I’m ready to be a mere orb, an apparition or pure energy. I’m ready to just exist without the pressures of life and most importantly, without the pain.
I have literally no reason not to end it all!

Just two more weeks. Just two more weeks! I’m just ready to stop feeling....




Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, liviní with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken




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