My mom had to cancel my appointment, I think I had to go to the dentist. I'll ask my mom to make a new one. My therapist gave me a journal, and I'm going to hand it to her with all my entries in it. It will be my way of telling her.
I'm trying so hard to use that as strength. I'm trying so hard to tell myself that I don't need this. But Anorexia is too strong right now. I'm going to wait until it's a good day, then fight back.