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CaptainB2 · 25-04-2020, 02:22 AM

This pandemic has taken so much away from me. I already gave up on life six months ago and what little hope I had for staying alive was washed away with this disease . The latest news in my state of Virginia is that this will go on for another two years. I have nothing to live for and it’s a shame because I thought I might’ve actually been getting my life together After being so close to suicide at the beginning of this year. But I can’t live anymore. I can’t do this anymore.

I had next to nothing before and this disease took what little I had! I’m ready to leave the mortal world and simply be a spiritual being!

25-04-2020, 02:22 AM	#1
CaptainB2 Unsure Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: Richmond, VA I am currently:	This pandemic has taken so much away from me. I already gave up on life six months ago and what little hope I had for staying alive was washed away with this disease . The latest news in my state of Virginia is that this will go on for another two years. I have nothing to live for and it’s a shame because I thought I might’ve actually been getting my life together After being so close to suicide at the beginning of this year. But I can’t live anymore. I can’t do this anymore. I had next to nothing before and this disease took what little I had! I’m ready to leave the mortal world and simply be a spiritual being! Last edited by Pi.R^2 : 03-05-2020 at 08:33 PM. Reason: as discussed
	Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret But I know if I could do it over I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart That I left unspoken