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CaptainB2 · 16-03-2012, 03:18 PM

I been in a very bad place for 6 months. I screamed for help several times yet not one of my family or friends seemed to hear me.

I feel incapable of succeeding and incapable of doing anything right. I keep getting haunted by failures of the past while at the same time coming up short in present endeavors.

I'm just in a lot of pain right now and emotionally things have taken a turn for the worst. I don't even feel like I can get out of bed. Everything seems to make me anxious or depressed. In a twisted way, I almost feel like ending my life would do the world a favor. It'd be like cutting the dead weight.

I just hate who I am and I hate a lot of things about me.

I just feel like nothing can make me happy.

16-03-2012, 03:18 PM	#4
CaptainB2 Unsure Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: Richmond, VA I am currently:	I been in a very bad place for 6 months. I screamed for help several times yet not one of my family or friends seemed to hear me. I feel incapable of succeeding and incapable of doing anything right. I keep getting haunted by failures of the past while at the same time coming up short in present endeavors. I'm just in a lot of pain right now and emotionally things have taken a turn for the worst. I don't even feel like I can get out of bed. Everything seems to make me anxious or depressed. In a twisted way, I almost feel like ending my life would do the world a favor. It'd be like cutting the dead weight. I just hate who I am and I hate a lot of things about me. I just feel like nothing can make me happy.
	Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret But I know if I could do it over I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart That I left unspoken