I can't explain my pain to anyone but I really don't want to have it stuck inside. My CPN said she is about next week if I need to phone her. I do need to phone her but don't know if I can. She's off the following week. I'm seeing my support worker on Monday but I don't feel able to talk to her much. I'm absolutely pathetic. Life is way too much for me. I want to be able to properly self harm to get some relief.
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