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Old 17-01-2020, 07:45 PM   #2055
one_step_closer
The Shadow of the Day
 
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Join Date: Oct 2004
Location: Scotland

Thanks.

Yes I will be getting help from a service that specialises in filling in benefit forms. I've had to fight a lot for my benefits in the past though so I'm really hoping the process is easy enough this time.

I'm seeing my CPN on Monday. I've written some things for her but likely won't get anything across as usual. I don't know how I'm going to manage next week because I have things on Monday-Thursday and Thursday is the gym group which I'm really supposed to go to but that will be harder after having 3 busy-ish days before it.

It's hard to focus on anything right now and I have a headache. Maybe it's because I've had no fizzy juice today and I usually have a 500ml bottle a day so won't have had that caffeine. I was just trying to be a bit healthier. I have allowed myself to take painkillers anyway and will probably just stick to my usual drinks tomorrow. I've been terrible with food today too, I have no motivation to prepare anything. I really don't want to keep on living.





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

You didn't come this far just to come this far.


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