Thank you for your lovely reply, that was really supportive.
Im still massively struggling. I sort of kid myself that im doing much better because im eating chocolate (like its going out of fashion...) but other than the addition of chocoalte to my diet, i still only eat about 10 foods, and whole food groups are completely cut out. People see me eating chocolate, and the fact that Ive gained some weight and assume lifes all fine. But secretly, to compensate, Im taking laxatives again every day, and still purging if i have to eat in front of people, or when im GREEDY and eat a meal, or ice cream etc. And I exercise (albeit not always a lot) everyday... So people are saying how well im doing and inside im screaming 'Im still trapped every single day...'
I hate this. I utterly hate it and dont think I have the energy to fight anymore.
