I am properly annoying myself. I think the Aripiprazole is also affecting my focus. I haven't been able to watch TV since I started it, even the programmes that I always have full focus on. I put something on for a couple of minutes then change it to something else then give up. I can't do much reading. I can't do sit down and focus activities that involve one similar thing for too long, like colouring. I'm better with more physical stuff like tidying but there's not much to do. The internet can be ok since I can go on different sites and interact here etc. I'm wondering if this is kind of like the akathisia I experienced before on Aripiprazole. I think I can feel the brain strangeness but there is no urge to keep moving my legs and arms and keep standing up and stuff. I'm hoping it will wear off. I'm just not sure how to occupy myself in the evening when I'm stuck inside. During the day I can wander or go on the bus or something.
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