probably been to doctors by now, how'd it go?
i say the same thing, that my friend doesn't understand, i have to do it. even now, heads quiet but tiny part of me still thinks when told to do somethin, gotta listen. i know thats irrational, illogical, not true. sometimes remembering that normally, or in the past, i've known its not true, helps me to fight it.
i know this all feels so real, its scary. it's not. everything they're sayin is a lie.
listening to them won't make them go away. may give temporary quiet, but isn't the solution. *hugs close*
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